Need to get this out and I don't care what anyone has to say. Hell, I just don't care about anything anymore.
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect girl. I'm sorry my life has been turned upside down and all around and that I just don't seem to have time for anything anymore. I explained, got the brush off, and I'm just not sure anymore. I'm starting to see why people feel the way they do about you and it makes me question my sticking up for and standing by you.
Was it really worth it? Am I really still all that special to you? Do you really still give a shit about me anymore? Oh who cares, maybe it's time I take all that shit off my name and just say screw it. I'll go back to just being me and not giving a shit about things and/or certain people, much the same way they seem to be feeling about me.
I do and will always love you, even if I don't have time. You don't have the time either and when I do make the effort, I get blown off. When you decide what you want, tell me. Then I'll decide if you're really still worth it.
