Over 16,514,202 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?

Again

I click off the bedroom light plunging myself into darkness and wading through a taunting silence making my way to a corner to hide My back presses against the wall sliding down the cold dark plaster blood rushes faster and faster getting ready to fall The seat is hard as expected bony cheeks against short carpet but I don't even notice it when I'm in depression Pale stripped arm lays sprawled across my bent legs a scoreboard of pain memories that will always remain I stop mid-trace shivering involuntarily looking around despairingly til I find the blade Its placed right next to me oh so innocent giving me the a hint that its just as cold and lonely I pick it up slowly weighing heavily in my hand but not as much heart possibly can before it is released The teeth settle on my skin with a tiny glint in the ray of light coming in escaping the curtain I cant help but to think about the bitter irony that even in my misery the lights just out of reach mocking me In my frustration I push harder than intended to the edge of the knife breaks through and the blood races Just a bit light-headed my flesh now in ruins but I still want to do it again and again Why I don't even understand it just seems right to do something but hide my silent stand All I feel is physical hurt but finally the tears aren't falling to release the heart's cry calling far to long unheard Can you blame me can you blame it for me being in this situation when it was you world who drove this to be? I hate the blade like i hate a crowd but its here with me now my murderous save
Leave a comment!
html comments NOT enabled!
NOTE: If you post content that is offensive, adult, or NSFW (Not Safe For Work), your account will be deleted.[?]

giphy icon
last post
16 years ago
posts
135
views
21,244
can view
everyone
can comment
everyone
atom/rss

other blogs by this author

 17 years ago
Random
 17 years ago
Poetry
 17 years ago
Thought's
 17 years ago
Venting
 17 years ago
Video's
 17 years ago
R.I.P Grandfather
official fubar blogs
 8 years ago
fubar news by babyjesus  
 13 years ago
fubar.com ideas! by babyjesus  
 10 years ago
fubar'd Official Wishli... by SCRAPPER  
 10 years ago
Word of Esix by esixfiddy  

discover blogs on fubar

blog.php' rendered in 0.0711 seconds on machine '190'.