I'm being thrown backwards
into a time I've clouded over
shrouded by denial
covered in tears
I'm laying here
broken all over again
My shattered pieces, floating about
forever undone...
My cries you'll never hear
for they're deep inside my core
My tears will remain invisible
for you.. to even see one
is something I'll never do
Painted smile...sparkling eyes
a facade I'm putting on just for you
I'm strangling in my own want
and you'll never even have a clue
all I am..all that I feel...
for you 
