After Thoughts:
I have learned a lot over the years and am still learning. Just because I’ve been in the life style for 33 yrs. Doesn’t mean I can stop learning or that I know all there is to know. And as anyone I always have room for improvement. I’ve done things within the life style that vanilla people would just be sick over or think I was crazy or just plain sick. I’ve done water sports, I’ve been a rent-a-slave, I’ve done knife play (cutting), bean beat with canes, paddles, hair brushes, whips, floggers, riding crops. I’ve had clamps and plastic clothes pins with and with out weights on my nipples and pussy lips and clit. I’ve wore butt plugs for long periods of time in the house out of the house under clothes. I’ve been tied up , tied down ,done fire play ,been denied the pleasure of cumin for months on end. But to me its all normal and I don’t know any other way of living my life.
Any good Dom knows the gift given him of submission is a gift not be taken lightly or abused. It is given them freely. Respect is a two way street to get respect you have to fist earn it. So all those Doms that demand a sub/slave call him Sir on only talking with them once are all losers, in my book. I have never in my life by any of my Masters been made to call a Dom Sir unless he has earned my respect. I was trained respect is earned not just given and to get my respect I have to trust you. A lot of this life style is based on trust.
I love having my life controlled for me in away that only the life style can provide me. It’s in my blood being a slave it’s just the natural thing for me.
Well this is the end of one part of my life and I’ll be starting on the other part soon.
