WELL I HAVE BEEN DOING A LOT AF THINKING THE IN THE PAST WEEKS. I GUESS I AM A RECOVERING ADDICT,
BUT IT WAS NOT A DRUG OR ALCOHOL IT WAS LOVE.
I COULD NOT START MY DAY WITH THAT SEEING HER AS I WOKE AND GETTING THAT FIRST KISS, I COULD NOT GO PAST LUNCH WITHOUT HEARING SWEET VOICE,I COULD NOT GO TO BED WITHOUT THAT FINAL KISS OF THE NIGHT. EVERYTHING I DID I DID FOR HER AND HER LOVE. AND ONCE I COULD NOT HAVE IT ANYMORE I DID NOT KNOW WHAT WAS UP OR DOWN. JUST LOKE AN ADDICT I WOULD SPEND HOURS THINKING HOW CAN I GET HER WHERE CAN I FIND HER, I NEED THAT SWEET KISS OR TO HEAR THAT SWEET VOICE.TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET HER BACK! I WOULD NOT LISTEN TO REALITY TELLING ME SHE WAS GONE AND THERE WERE NO MORE KISSES OR SWEET VOICE. SO I GUESS JUST LIKE ANYOTHER ADDICTION I AM GOING THROUGH WITH DRAWL. BUT I AM AND PROBABLY ALWAYS BE ADDICTED TO THE SWEET KISS GENTLE TOUCH AND SWEET VOICE.
I AM REALLY STARTING TO SCARE MYSELF WITH MY THOUGHTS AND WHAT I HAVE BEEN WRITING!!
DAVE
