My thoughts have burned a whole in my mind
and water can't put out the fire
Searching for something I can't find
To quench an unspoken desire.
So life has let you down,
Happiness a memory
In chemical reprieves I drown
with a love that wasn't supposed to be
you can't save me from myself
my last wish is to die
I take the needle from my shelf
and I begin to fly
So I've fallen from my pedestal
on which I cried in rage
and hate was left to rule
locked in eternities
cage
Drugs were my only friend
and a forever loved enemy
As I waited for the bitter end
which is all a distant memory.
