this is not good. I feel the anger really building up inside me now and I am two seconds away from exploding and ripping him to shreds. It may sound funny to you but when i get to this point it is bad. I need to calm down I need to stay focused and I need to breathe. I have not had anger issues in a long time but you get to a point where you are tired of being pushed and hurt and in stupid situations that you put yourself in because you think you can just give your heart out to whoever and blah blah blah. I am sooo angry
