Sha re's blog: "About me:"

Summer started with my ex leaving and here it is 5 months later. I am doing great emotionally but hate being alone. I have 2 dogs and 3 cats so how can I feel lonely? I had a friend move into the spare bedroom to help him out. He needed a place quickly. I am such a nice girl. I do not have this friend anymore. I made him leave at the end of August because he did not want to pay me rent. He did help with a little stuff around the house. I think he wanted more than just being friends because he was so jealous of my young friend that came to stay for little while so he could find a job. I helped my friend out by letting him stay. He came and did what he said he was going to do. He had a job and was out in three weeks. I am a nice person and love helping people if I can. So now I have my house back to myself.

I am going to a funeral tomorrow. My person I cared for for 5 years pasted away this week. You get really close to people in that amount of time. I haven't really cried yet. I will still be caring for the partner though. I love caring for people.

Not felling so hot today. I wish I felt better. Getting sick sucks and even when it is a chronic thing. Nothing antibiotics won't cure.

I had so much fun. I went to the Hollywood Stars on the sidewalk, stayed by the Santa Monica Pier, went to Beverly Hills, Malibu, and Air to see where all the stars live. I went swimming and got some exercise in which is hard while you are on vacation. I was able to stay on my diet. I ate at Bubba Gumps which was fun. I was able to enjoy this trip with a friend that made it all the better. I will post some pics later. I just got home from airport and have to go to bed.

My ex's new girl toy bimbo said I look like a hag so let me know how you feel and none of his friends count. If I look like a hag it's because I spent 8 years with a guy who punched me, verbally abused me, and pics show the house and my body. He threatened to kill me with his gun and I went to motel to stay. He went to jail for throwing two dining room chairs at me. I can finally admit I was living in a domestic violent situation and he could have killed me. That is first time I have admitted that. Kudos to me. This is how it's helping me see he is a violent alcoholic loser.

I am going somewhere nice and warm this week-end. I am getting away from it all. I am flying and going with someone special. So everyone have a nice week-end.