Yeahh I feel like i kinda failed a bunch the past 10-15 years of my life. Sucks cause I really don't want to live the rest of my life struggling with basic needs.
I have a plan and Idk if its a good one, I've always had this urge to sell all my shit, put whats left in a nice sturdy dependable car, and then see how far I make it away from here. I have no idea what I'd end up doing or what I would even do with myself, but thats kind of the point.
I've been hung up here too long, I just have to hang on 5 more months and I'l be free to do this. Have to play my cards right...