Rosario Kyuuketsuki's blog: "about me"

well i am here to tell about me. i am not that someone that can be ran over and pushed around. i have been through alot in my 29 years of living and i just want to have a life now. i have my good days and my bad like anyone else. i love, i cry, i hurt. dont under estimate me thinking cause i am a very caring person that i cant become something else. i dont like being that person and because of it, people think they can push me around and run over me. well im taking my life back to the fullest. i just wished that certain people would see me for who i am and can be.

i am a mother of two beautiful lil girls. they are my world. but at this time my babies arnt at home. i missed them dearly. but i know they will be coming home very soon and run into my arms. thats going to be a wonderful day  for me. please dont judge me for what has happened to me in my 29 years i have lived. some things i shale not speak of cause i dont want everyone to read it. if i know you and trust that i can tell you the extra special stuff than you will know it in time. i do not just let my be told like this.

my friends are very special people to me. they came and gone many times over but that just go to show who are you real special friends. i have only maybe three friends that i would call my sisters. i have a lil sis from high school that i helped through everything cause her mother was a drunk. her mother wasnt there for her at all. so i stepped up and became her big sis. prom i didnt have a date and when my lil sis seen i did we sat  out away from everyone and hung out all night. what made it cool was that her date wouldnt let me leave with out at least have one dance. he asked me to dance and i said i guess...lol but the thing was i became her mother/big sister type and now where years later where still sisters in heart.

now when it comes to guys in my 29 yrs of living not so great. for this subject again there are things i wont share cause thats something that comes with time. i was homeless at one time and i had to survive that best as i new how. i lived with so many people that i really dont wanna get into it. lets just say some of those people was guys. all i can say i did what i had to do. so if that makes me a bad person than so be it. i just did what i needed to ,to get by. it worked out just fine for me in the end.

alright i told the jiff of things, so now im going to tell you a lil more on me and why i believe the way i do. i am a wiccan by choice and by luck. my name (litha) is an wiccan holiday. i am a empath. can i do it when ever i want, no i cant. it just happens when im around or talking to certain people. i have been able to do this for a very long time just didnt understand what it was. all i new is that i could when someone has feelings me. sometime i felt someone lieing. than about a year ago my oldest lil girl started talking in her room by herself and wondered and found out she was talking to a spirit of a lil girl bought the age of 12 was talking and playing with my lil girl. since than i just new and came to stand the the fact i can do this.