normally i write a poem to reflect my thoughts or events around me but tonight im not feeling poetic just an eerie calmness life is hectic everything is goin in many directions right now but thats how i function...ive been sitting on yahoo going thru blogs and came across people i havent seen nor spoke to in ages and thought maybe now is the time to let go of things past and move forward...i m wondering now what happened to some of us where did it all go i look back at moments shared together the saturday night chillin n gettin stupid to the sunday morning coffee that consumed most of our time.....there r a few people i havent spoke to or who i manage to catch everyonce and awhile so im gonna take this blog to let them know i think about you guys daily and know how special you are in my life even tho we dont speak or dont have the opportunity to catch up know you are in my heart always i dont even know if youll read this or see it or manage to get thru all the idle shit before seeing this but to those who do please note i miss yall lots i hope your lives r happy and where yu want them to bedont think just cause we dont speak that you r not an inffluence to me or not in my thoughts i think about you guys daily and miss ya more then yull ever know that being said to all those who have hurt me or done foul and ive never said shit yall know who you are i wont belittle myself to name names just know that without your hurt or your evilness stabbing me in the back i wouldnt be the strong independant woman iam today and i wouldnt know how to value or appreciate the good frieends i have
