Greetings fellow Fubites! The Metalhead Lover here with a very detailed and long blog. In fact, this blog is so long, it will be divided into 2 parts. Part 1 is about women, Part 2 is about men. Basically this blog is about people I know and the experiences we have shared in some form or another. This blog will probably be a downer to most of the individuals I will speak about, and some will be earning more brownie points. The bottom line here is that no one is exactly what they appear to be when you meet them. We all have souls within ourselves. The soul is of course composed of the 3 primary elements of an individual: The Mind, The Body, & The Heart. In a way, each element is critical to the other 2. If one element were to break down, the other 2 would fall with it. Even with 2, no matter how strong they may seem, they will not function properly, if at all. Everyone soul is unique in it's own way, and every soul has similar chrateristics to other souls based on age, gender, race, and of course, sexual orientation. To protect the identity of the individuals, I will not use their real names, rather more basic slang names that will describe them quite well. So, now that we have gotten through all the technical shyte, lets begin. As a gentlemen of nobility, I will start with the ladies. Because, of course, ladies first.
First we will discuss Sweet Mama. She is a beautiful woman I met earlier in this year. We met in a social community and immediately took a shine to the other. We had several common interests and we had some differences. But, we did have a common median. We were able to use the mid-point to develop a friendship. It wasn't the most common way, but it did help us develop a great friendship. Things were well and I even was interested in starting a relationship with her. She thought it was the wrong time and though I did persist a bit, I did accept and respect her decision. We talk occasionally and enjoy some great conversations. She is always there for me when I need someone to talk to about. Whether it's a serious matter, a crazy emergency, or just to shoot some shyte, she has been there. She is a wonderful woman who told me she is finally fed up with the bullshit of drama and decided she wants fly solo for a while. I tried to convince her not to give up, but she feels its best for her. I just hope that whatever she MIGHT be searching for, she finds. She is a wonderful woman with a great personality and is an awesome friend. She is Sweet Mama. And she rocks!!
Next up we have Baby Bunny. I call her Baby Bunny cause even though she is an adult, she still has a strong and youthful spirit. Yet, her childhoood went by very quickly cause she greq up with a difficult life. She is beautiful, refreshing, and very lively sometimes. Yet, on other days she is just down, sometimes for no reason. She has had a lot of personal issues & bad habits. Things that have messed her up are false friends, abusive guardians, heartbreaking relationships, drugs and alcohol. I blame myself for some of the bad things that have happened to her because I contributed to her problems. I gave her things she didn't need, even though she wanted them. I wasn't there for her enough when I should have been. I just was more of the friend that was occasional, instead of the regualr best friend. Yet, we did have some connections. I think we got a little closer every tiome we met, everytiime we messaged each other, everytime we talked. I just wish I made a move sooner. The last time I saw her, I did try to make a move, but I was afraid to go all the way with it. Our last meeting ended with an empty kiss instead of a passionate one.Maybe if I did put passion in that kiss and told her how I really felt, things would be different. But, she ends up with fflase friends and b/f's that simply use her, buiuld her up for a couple of months to about a year, and then just drop her like a bad habit. I just hope her life gets better and if you read this, know that I am still your friend and will always be there for you, even if you don't want me to be. I will never turn my back to you again. I promise. Take care of yourself Baby Bunny, and always remember I am just a phone call away.......
Alright, now lets move on to the Luna Bitch. She is a woman who has a lot of issues and is compased of excuses, bullshit, and lots & lots of lies. She used to have a great and fantastic appearance. She was beautiful, strong, and full of pride. Now she is more of a golddigging bloodsucker tramp. She has cheated on every man she has ever dated. She does sleep around a bit. And she has this crazy idea that she will get into the service someday. Well, when you have the physical issues that she does, BITCH IT JUST AIN'T GONNA HAPPEN! GROW UP!!! She manipultates people to get her way and cares about no one. She might still have some good points, but first she will have to confess to all her lies up front to all. She makes false claims, create bogus stories, and thinks she will live some fairy tale life. At best, she will be living single-wide with some 300lb lazy ass. Last I heard, she had some real pregnancy scares and is sleeping with some 300lb nobody. I gave her a real chance at something special, and she threw it away. She used me, lied to me, and made false claims of love and I was stupid enough to buy it. Take it from me, she is a total lune. Sometimes I feel like I should pity her more then I reveal about her. She is just a failure who gave it all away for greed. Sometimes I think she is so high on herself that she will simply float up into the air, exit the atmosphere, and die in the vacuum of space itself. She is quite the bitch. I feel bad for people that have known her for a long time because they probably are being, or have been manipulated by her. One of my closest friends even believes she has never lied to them. That is pretty impressive influence. I certainly don't buy her bullshit though, and neither should any of you. Beware the Luna Bitch, she is just a flat out liar and a nutball.
Now we come to the Lost Princess. I call her a princess because she was as beautiful as a princess from a fairy tale when I first met her. She was caring, sweet, and very wonderful. I though when I met her, I had found that special someone. But she of course had those personal issues that just never go away. Cheating lovers, fake friends, and had a difficult time growing up. I did everything I could to try and be there for her, I even fought for her.But in the end, she mad a few mistakes and bad decsions. Now she is in a situation that will basically ruin her life for at least 10 years. She has a bad amte, a newborn, and an outhouse for a residence. I feel really bad for her. I think that if maybe I was just there a little more for her, and helped her more with her problems, and told her that I loved her more, thigns would be different. I am sorry things didn't work out and I can only hope that when the time comes for me to relive this life again, maybe things well be better. But thats a long time away. For now, you will just have to settle with what you got. I am sorry. I really am, but shyte happens, and who you gonna call. Obviously not me. Had you called, I would have said what needed to be said and things would be different. Part of me will never forget about you, but as for love, well, I have moved on. This entry was about the Lost Princess. May she find her way, whether through family, friends, or even her own self, may she find her way home.
Finally we come to the last lady, The Dark Queen. She is sexy, beautiful, very open-minded, and quite the bitch. In this case, being a bitch is a great trait. More women should be bitches because it means they have confidence and pride. It makes them strong. If Hillary Clinton becamse a full time bitch, she will be President and kick a shit load of ass and put America back on top. Anyways, my soul now belongs to the Dark Queen, even though we are a distance from each other, we still have a special connection. I am crazy about her. I love her with all my soul. She means lot to me, though we have spent so little time together, I feel it deep inside me, I mean a lot to her. I hope to see her soon. I hope to be able to hold her in my arms, feel her gentle yet fierce passion, and know more about the wonderful woman she is. Whereever you are right now, whatever you are doing, if you read this, I love you, I miss you, and I hope to be with you someday forever. Now if things change, let me know. She has a wonderful sense of style, great taste in tunes, and love to be heself. She is free spirited, and very strong on the inside. BTW, I believe she is a biter!! LOL!!! Anyways, I just wanted to vent that out beacuse if I don't do it soon, I may never have the chance. I hope you read this, I hope you know that even though we are closer to each other now then we were a week ago, we are still at a distance. But that distance will never lessen the love I have for you. You have given me a new taste for life, and I hope things get better for us soon. This was about the Dark Queen, and she is my goddess!!!!
That's all I have to say on this topic. The next entry will be part 2 and that will be about a few guys I know and knew. NO NO NO!!! I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH ANY GUYS!!! THE ONLY DICK THAT EVER GETS NEAR MY BODY IS MY OWN!!!! I am just going to go over and discuss a few things that I need to have vented out. There are some props that need to be put out and some downgrades for others. That is pretty much all I have to say on this topic. Thats all for now kiddies. Take care and enjoy life. If you ever want to know the answer to the 2 most asked questions in history, let me know. I will remind you of the questions, and give you the answers. You will be able to take them to the bank. Take care Fubites!!! Ciao for now!!!!
The Metalhead Lover
