Mr Wolfie's blog: "my dark days!"

Within us lies darkness so deep, so profound that we barely understand it. When it bubbles to the surface even for the briefest of moments we get a small glimmer of its darkness, its despair, its horror. The one thing most don’t realise is that you don’t need to give into this darkness, even when it cries to be fed you only have to sate it with but a thought of darkness not to actually let it free to gorge its self. I’m guessing you’re wondering why I’m talking about this huh? Well I have been watching people for a long time and seeing how they accept their own darkness with so many truly horrible vices, drugs, killing, rape... It never truly ends to be honest and I am afraid that humanity as a whole is doomed to always follow this darkened path to its eventual end where ever that is no one can tell. But I for one will not follow them, though I may watch them I do not partake in letting the darkness break free, I have my ways of feeding it without hurting myself or those around me. Granted it’s not as fun as letting it out to reek havoc but hey you don’t always get to have that much fun huh. Few simple things you can do is listen to metal or gothic music, I for one love this it feeds it and also brings me a semblance of peace, another way is to play violent games on gaming consoles or pc... again one of my favourites ^_^ what can I say I been doing it for ages and not once have I taking a hand to anyone. WRITING honestly people.... get a book and a pen and write down all your dark impulses it can take a hell of a weight of your mind and soul sometimes, I do it all the time and only post half of them hehe. I don’t really know why I got to wanting to write this down... most likely to take my mind of my home life... it is not a good time right now lol but I’m not here to blog so let’s move on shall we. Good... Now talking can help you from time to time but I find some time alone can do wonders as long as no sharp things are close lmfao... just kidding cutting is something I don’t do anymore and even when I did it was a sexual impulse more then to FEEEEEEL lol... pansies you want to feel? Go outside and weed the garden in the sun... go for a mile hike in the hills... go for a long ass swim... plenty of ways to truly feel something without needing to open the flesh for that tender feel of warm sticky blood running from the opening in your soul. In any likelihood you’re not reading this anymore so I might as well finish off here before I fall into a rant lol... want to chat about problems and such drop me a line I’m always around someplace. Now you all be good! If not then dam well be good at it! xXUnholyWolfXx