Poetic Angel wrote this for me. The coolest thing is that she was having writer's block and asked for comments that may inspire her to write. I simply put down some lines about what I've been going through and then she took that and made it something for me, hopefully for herself too. She cheered me up bigtime, and hopefully put a dent in her block.
Here's the url to her blog http://cherrytap.com/blog/14188/94241#
Here's what she wrote.....
Out of work and feeling let down
people hiring 18 year old clowns
smoking way to much
feels like im going nuts.
the pressure is way to strong
dont know if i can go on
trying to drink away the pain
dont know when i'll work again
i dont know where to go from here
i may not work the rest of this year
but i am searching for a job that suits me
and pays well those who wont hire me can go to hell
im qulified and have experience too
if you dont hire me then fuck you
i was looking for a job when i applied here
and i'll keep looking the rest of the year.
someone will see what i have to offer their company
and they will want to hire me
i know i'll make it because im strong
i know i can carry on