Fatal Passion's blog: "A trail of broken hearts and faded memories"

One Sided Love: This type of love does not seem to be mutual, and most people in a "loving couple" tend to discriminate against this, saying it is not a type of love at all. One-sided love commonly occurs when a relationship or marriage breaks, and one person moves on, while their spouse constantly thinks of them and attempts to win them back, often in vain. It also happens when someone has fallen for their best friend, or for someone they are involved in a No Strings Attached sexual relationship with. I think most of us have been there at one point or another in our lives. Can anything ever come of these?

My biggest mistake was loving you more than I loved myself.

Relive this memory, it's weaved into my veins With a scream so silent, it's easy to sustain This time is lost, ans there's no place to go Laughing at life, as if it is a show I lost my heart, I lost my soul It's so painful, it's unbearable to control I wasted my entire life finding love in him And when I get a chance to say it, he's gone with the sin That night left a scar that will never leave With a heart so cold it's hard to believe I should have seen it coming for all those years At the end of the day, I could drown in all the tears But when you lose something, you gain another If we were together, we would have killed each other You have to go through pain in order to live your life And happiness is worth the pain and strife

Tears of blood stain my face, A silent witness to my disgrace, Unknown testimony of a hearts mistake In loving something so unattainable Tears of ice course down my lips Cold as the steel that protects the weak Unbeknown the silence seeks, Those, for whom the silence weeps, Those silent tears of ice Tears of fire down cheeks of red, Anger clears a mistaken head, Reasons unknown, lies foretold, Dreams left to die in bed Dry as a salt lake, eyes are sore, The only witness to a massacre, Tears of blood, ice and fire, All stream from one desire, One want, one hate, one need, To love, be loved, to hold, be held, to bleed.

One Drained Heart, Squeezed of Blood. One Heart you'd never Trust. A Blackened hole, An Empty void, Feelings Lost in this Cold Heart of Lust. One Tired Heart Lacks a Beat, One Heart you'll never Keep, An Old trick, A Dirty game, Emotions Hidden in the One Heart with no Name. One Abused Heart Lost its Way, One Heart to Cry for Today, You Killed As you Stabbed The One Heart i Once had.

The day you said goodbye I could do nothing but agree In my heart it was love For you that has yet to be seen I gave you the world And so much more But it wasnt good enough But i promise it was you i adored If i could go back in time I wouldnt change a thing Because you taught me to Love, Hate, and best of all You taught me how to love me. I learned to love, hate, but Ive yet to forgive. That's one thing ill never do as long as I live. I thought it was special Everything about you at least to me But that proved to be my greatest defeat As I lay alone in the middle of night All I think about is when, where and why? When did you stop loving me? Where did it start happening? And why did you leave? Questions unanswered Are lessons unlearned But a tear a day Took my pain away For you taught me to love, hate, but never to forgive. But ive learned now After all the Pain and Tears That in the end its all ok And that a tear a day took all the pain away.

Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

A broken heart torn by your hands A sweet face ruined by your kisses A gentle body that never wants to be touched again A mind shattered by your caring words A life devastated when you left without looking back A strong person that will never love again

As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

You say you want to be with me, You say you truly care, But when I'm face to face with you, It's like I'm not even there. I've tried my best to make you happy And please you in every way, But if you don't want to be with me- There's nothing more I can do or say. I waste my tears on you every night, And pray that tomorrow everything will be alright. But things never get better. They always stay the same, So I need to realize, Your love has gone astray.