aspiringwriter's blog: "Poems"

A Surreal Reality

It all seems surreal like it's just a dream, and tomorrow I'll wake up and you'll be here for me.

You'll kiss me and hug me and tell me you love me. Then hit me and smile and say you won't hurt me.

But who am I kidding this isn't a dream, because your not my girlfriend you chose him over me. I did everything right, I gave you all that you need. But my love wasn't as appealing as the life he could bring.

It all seems surreal like it's just a dream, and tomorrow I'll wake up and you'll be here for me.

You'll kiss me and hug me and tell me you love me. Then hit me and smile and say you wont hurt me.

You asked me to wait, I gave you three years. You asked me to have faith, I faced all my fears. You asked me to understand everything you've been thru, so I grabbed your hand and said I love you. That no request was too big, no need was too great. I will give you time, for you I would wait.

Now it all seems surreal like it's all just a dream, and tomorrow I'll wake up and you'll be here for me.

You'll kiss me and hug me and tell me you love me. Then hit me and smile and say you won't hurt me.

I got down on my knees I begged you to stay, I cried out to you as you walked away. You never looked back, you said the choice has been made. I cried out again as I felt my heart break. I need you Ellie, there so much at stake. Please don't go back on the promise you made.

Now it all seems surreal like it was all just a dream. I woke up without you, you weren't here for me.
No kisses or hugs, no saying you love me. Then it will hit me, I am alone. You did hurt me.

It isn't too late, you can still make this right. Just tell me your sorry and get on the next flight. Come here to texas, we will start our new life. It isn't too late, you can still make this right.