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FUZZY SOCKS DANCER's blog: "Love the one your with?"

created on 05/17/2012  |  http://fubar.com/love-the-one-your-with/b348173  |  3 followers

She stood quietly sipping a cold drink and looking out the kitchen window. She took in a deep breath and let it out slowly thinking about a song line, 'If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with.' She smiled and then bowed her head looking into the sink. "Fuck it." she said and took her drink and walked to the living room and sat in her recliner, set the glass down and pulled her lap top into her lap.

She logged on and stared at the screen. 3 inbox messages. 1 notification, 8 profile comments and 27 unread gift messages. She clicked the comments and returned them one at a time. Of course he had not commented, she told him she could not continue the flirting. Still she opened the notification and smiled. She returned the shitface to her dear friend and then back to the home page. She opened the gift messages and went through them one at a time. Returning those that were not one of the rounds drinks and just opening the others. Two from him, round drinks, friend and fan. She took in a deep breath and clicked the inbox. Friends, thank God for them.

She sat and rated and liked. Left comments and tried to hit everyone that was important. Almost everyone. When had he become more than important? Why? She did not know him. They would never meet and still she thought of him all the time. 'Love the one you're with.' She smiled thinking, 'What if you do not want the one you could be with? Do you settle or wait?'

She leaned back and closed her eyes. She had been the one who told him no more flirting. Of course he had hurt her deeply, but it was circumstances as much as him. Wasn't it? What had she expected? Really? She opened her eyes and clicked the browser tab and signed onto her email account. Yes, there it was, his email. Not the one she wanted but the one she could have. She opened it and read and began smiling. He was so sweet and funny and if truth were told sexy, but... She typed an answer being careful to answer all his questions and comment on everything he had spoken of. Yes, Friday would be good. No, she would not spend the weekend. How many times could she say no and still be asked?

She closed the computer and set it back on its stand. 'If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with." "Love" she said and frowned. "Love? Want? Have?" She gave a short cut off laugh. She wondered if they had been a part of the game to him. She wanted to call him, but that could not happen. She closed her eyes and shook her head. Then reached for her lap top and pulled it back on her lap. Would it hurt to rate and like him? Yes, but she might anyway.

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