DR3iLiCiOUS MONST3R's blog: "from thy heart"

sitting on my bed peeking at the window

staring at the darkness

embracing my sorrow

question here

questions there

should i even care

light flickered from the corner of my eye

just as then i looked up in the sky

was it a sign i saw this star

i held my breath as tears fall down

i felt my heart beating so fast

i dont know why

then i just cry

i stood up walk away

then when i look the star aint there

i reached up on my laptop

and peeked what might ive got

there you are as i can see

maybe youre happy 

but no not me

ive been like this all day long

convincing myself to be strong

maybe theres no happily ever after

i might be bleeding but i'll stop wont suffer

for i know i shall be better

i know i will but when doesnt matter