148143's blog: "a plea for forgiveness"

¢¾ A plead for a love to another, that i do love, today i acted in a unmanagable way to brian and i was stubborn, pigheaded,foolish and unforgiving to him, i acted in ways only i can frown apon. things were said and taken out on him on LC. to set the records straight what i said was out of anger for a situation that is now resolved. so now i write this to him and for everyone to see. brian i love you unconditionally i am so sorry for how i acted and only hope you can confind it in your self to forgive me. you mean the world to me and at this point i am unsure on how to prove that to you all i know is you asked how is it when you care for someone how can you act like this, my answer is i am unsure i was dumb and stupid. you asked if you loved some one you would not do this to them, and you are right. but i know i love you, everyday i come to your page just to feel a sence of you. when you are away i feel lost and when you are home i feel complete. i love the way you look at me with so much love and how you hold me close to you at night, your touch and smile makes my day. my heart beats faster when you are around, brian you are my other half. i am so in love with you sometimes is scares me and i know i have lost that, i know i have lost you, and i know it will take a miracel to get you back in my life, but i pray to god and hopefully he will answer my prayers and let him bring my angel back to me, back in my life, to be my husband to watch us wed under the light of god, to let us grow together and be a family once and for all, i also said and i ment it is something comes between up i will get rid of it well the internet and our ex's are done, i am leaving it all behond tonight. so please brian come home, i promise this will never happen again and i will walk beside you threw it all if you will take me back, my apoligey to you and your family. with all my love and hopefully forgiveness~dynielle janene brennan-free¢¾ update: we are back together yeahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! a long night of holding each other, looking into each others eyes with the love we felt when we got together, i feel complete again and whole to have him home. thank you god thank you everyone,when we had our first kiss again in a week of no touch and not seeing each other i wanted to cry to have him hold me like i was not going to go anywhere made me feel so special even after all that happpend, although brian is still in pain physically and inside we are going to work threw this one step at a time. i guess it is true love conqures all.♥dynielle