Sometimes ive wondered,
What my life would have been like,
If i had took better care of my body,
Would this still have been my life?
I sit in this chair,
I cant just get up and go,
My spirit has been broken,
Im waiting for God to take my soul,
Now i need 24 hr care,
My privacy almost doesnt resist,
I have lost my home and everything,
And with my family, I barely exist,
To see you come into work with me,
Always happy and with a beautiful smile,
It makes my soul fight the calling,
And makes me want that extra mile,
Though im alone and so dependant,
I look foreward to when you come in,
You really make me feel special,
You also make my heart spin,
Without you my dear Azalia,
I would be so alone and lost,
The i'd have to bargain with God,
To end my life at any cost,
If i didnt have you here with me,
Bringing me your rays of light,
I know i'd waste away to nothing,
And give up this aweful fight,
So im saying "Thank you dear",
For sharing your precious love,
I would swear you were my angel,
Sent from God, in heaven above.
Written by: Mrs Jones
Written on: March 14th, 2007
My patients just recently found out that I am moving back home to michigan. This patient in paticular is very hurt by me leaving. Today she gave me this poem, I cried. Now im not sure if what im doing is right anymore. Ugghhh
