Well Yesterday was a interresting day....I useally don't go out with out Mike, one of my friends invited me out after my appointment. He Picked me up at 4pm...came to my house got my bowling ball, then we went to Applebee's ate and drank well he did. We Sat there until about 7pm. Then, we went to the bowling alley where the rest of his buds where at we all played some pool I beat ALL 4 games but 1. So I gave it to him...lol. We bowled for about an until 12pm then he asked me if I wantted to go to his buddies house to play Cornhole I said use...my first time playing the game...I liked it. Well after that we all left there and went to his other buddies and all of us got into the hot tub and the temperature outside was 27 degrees at 130am....now how crazy is that. Around 3 am last night I finally make it home...I didnt do nothing sexually with any of the guys...just out to have a good time...I needed it after all this stress and pressure I have been under. That is one reason why I am in countsling to deal with it. Too much all at once. Do me a favor don't tell Mike I had to much fun without him.