ok so i found out my ex is dating...am i supposed to care if he is or not? why do people keep tellin me i ought to be pissed about this? the only thing that pisses me off is the fact that he hooked up with her before he left us, and that the bitch sweet talked her way in knowing he was still married. i would never in a million years, even before this shit happened, try and hook up with a guy knowing he was married, let alone he had 2 young kids. i just dont understand why marriage still exists, all it is, is one big crap shoot anyway, either you lose it all right off the bat, or you can keep playing on what you've won along the way, but if your really lucky, you lose everything you have ever owned including the love, respect, and admiration of a woman who did everything she could to please you. ok so i may not be the dream girl every guy hopes for, but damn i am sure as hell a better catch because i actually love people unconditionally and people that know me can tell you that is 100% right. so the last 12 years have been deduced to what i know now...life used to suck, got married and sucked less, had a kid, life getting better, had to quit my job, 2 back surgeries, back to sucking big time, watching my husband turn into an alcoholic, sucked some more still, begged him for help which he got and the suck level went down a notch or two, just for it to blow the mother sucking lid right off the suck meter when i found out what morons he was listening to at AA, and when he left me and the boys! so note to others, sometimes life sucks, sometimes it doesn't, but mix a combination of an impressionable mind and stupid divorced ex drunks who are passing out marriage advice and i bet your suck meter will blow too. ok so maybe i am pissed a little. what do you think?
