Its been a while since Ive written in a blog.....no one on here knows what has been going on in my life so I see it as a fresh start. Recently Ive been contacted by a couple ex-girlfriends and I am asking myself, why? Why not just let it be and let me go on in my life? Do they not understand, its over, its done, one cares for no one but herself and thinks that because I cared for her once she can keep fucking me over and screwing the other half of the county. The other loves her drugs so much that when I needed her the most in my life she was too fucked up to care. So I pushed them away and for once turned my back on them. I had to turn my back to see a future in front of me. This is my time, this is my step forward, this is my new beginning. I like to write in blogs so to those who read this I dont just ramble on about useless and pointless stuff.....I like to provoke thought and ask the hard questions in life and see if I can type out an answer. I hope that this blog is filled with nothing but thoughts of the future and memories of nothing but great events in life. I know there has to be some rain but I hope for alot more sunshine than Ive had in the past.
