I'm not really sure
What to do
What to say
All the edges of my life
Are starting to fray
As your voice echos through my head
The more and more
I wish I was dead
I still love you
Actually sometimes more than ever before
But nothing ever works
I thought I learned that lesson once
But it must have fell straight to the floor
I made a mistake
And let you close a door
But that door along with my heart
Will never just open again
They need time to heal
For all the cracks to seal
You've moved on
And I wish I could too
It's not that I don't want to
It's that my heart is still aching
I don't regret anything
I just wish you hadn't lied to me
I always knew that my trust was a mistake
But I guess it was a mistake
I had to make.
