I wrote something then the man of my dreams wrote his point of view, I love how they both fit together and finally you can see both views of two people in love but one not wanting to fight and the other that keeps going and not letting go.
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Tears roll down her cheeks
Her tears are oh so silent and meek
She's slit her wrist atleast five times tonight
Darkness
that's where she sits
Alone
That's how she always feels
She hates her life
But as they say
It's no big deal
She's depressed
and under stress
Her life is a great big mess
Danger
well to her
that is no stranger
Blood
oops she cut to deep
Yeah she's stuck in a hole
and it's much to steep
Lying
She told you she was okay
"Why does she have to be this way?"
She won't make it to the next day
Hope
there's none of that
She's just sitting there in her chair curled up
Broken
her body is battered black and blue
with blood dripping
Strength
She has none
Hell had just begun
She's so dizzy
Her mind is going crazy
like it began to spin
She felt bad so she slices another layer of skin
Screaming inside her mind
this is all she ever did and heard
Death
She dreamed of this
Give her one last kiss on her scared up wrist
Insicurity
She knew this well
It kept racing through her mind
Ringing like a bell
Is this it?
Have I made it to Hell?
Then she hears him yells
Razor
this girls best friend
She cut herself until she screamed so loud
She was out of breath
out of wind
Her perfect straight line began to fold
tear and bend
Bruises
These things were home-made
Her scars and fear would never fade
That's why she looked towards the blade
Inside
Noone knew who she was
They didn't understand
He told her to stop
As if she was under demand
Bleeding was her command
But she was way to weak to stand
Herself
This is whom she blamed
She hurt herself
She thought she was the one to blame
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I wish i had the key
that key in which
darkness dwells behind
I wish i had the key
then i would know
that things would be alright
I wish i had that key
the key that opens your heart
so that i could open it up
give it some fresh air
so i could step inside
to fight those demons hidden inside
I wish i had that key
even if just for a day
I would fight to the death
just to free your soul
Just to see a glimpse
to see the glitter
to hear the laughter
to free all that is bound inside
knowing that all those emotions
all those demons inside
they not only damage you
as i stand and fight
my armor given to you
my heart is unprotected
with each cut you feel
each slash strikes my heart
i feel it twice as deep
each cut, each drop of blood
each one drains from me
to pool at my feet
you ask why i stay
why the fight
you say run run away
but you see
this is why i remain
its that one thing that isn't seen
the one thing that cant be touched
I do all this
i stand and fight
for.......
LOVE
Cracka*~† the Best †Jenny's Hubby~*Tech MGR CDV
@ CherryTAP
