Sometimes I just sigh
Don't even know why
And people always say
Smile if only for today
I just smile a bit
Try just to forget
All of my regrets
I hold on the pieces
Now I am down on my knees
Standing up from being down
And try not to frown
Wishing things were a little different
Dreaming of something better, not even perfect
So how do I get there from here
Empty myself of all fear
Learning to move on
No more listening to old love songs
Have to find myself again
Its not good just to pretend
Wish I had someone here
Wish life's meaning was clear
I am always a little too late
For love so what's my fate
Do I get to know that joy
Am I welcome to that ploy
Someone talk to me
Or god let me be free
Of all that holds me in
Keep me free from sin
I want to shine just like everyone else
Reaching out for a little help
Need that love to make life complete
Without that i cannot compete
Looking at my child
Remember when times were wild
Hoping she doesn't have to suffer like I did
Praying there's nothing to forgive
In her eyes I am a super hero
If I have earned it, I don't know
I wonder if there's someone out there
For me to cherish and and share
My life for all time
Or am I banished without a crime
Somebody please send me some love
God help me from high up above
