Many of you know my mother. Well she decided to sign me up for a dating website, and when I filled out the usual retarded questionaires that every site has, for some reason I felt the need to think about who I am as a person... the following is what I came up with. It made me feel a little bit better about my situation... I should be putting up christmas decorations, and will now go back to doing just that, but I had to post this, not for you but for myself as a reminder of why I am the way I am and why I must continue living even when life and love deals me a harsh hand.
A little about me...
It is 4:11 in the morning I am putting up christmas decorations and I got bored so I decided I may as well put some actual TIME into this thing... I am a unique person, My friends have told me that my brain works backwards from other peoples, whatever that means... but If you are looking for basic knowledge about me, first and foremost I LOVE MUSIC, I can listen to just about anything, because to me music is what makes life worth living... It is what keeps me sane, and it is what keeps me happy, it is the soundtrack to my life, and I woudl be incomplete without it. I am a singer, and I DJ for cell block radio on cherrytap. I am a people watcher, if only because sitting back and watching gives you a better grasp on the nature of humanity. I love to laugh, they say laughter is the best medecine, and from personal experience I can say that there have never been truer words spoken. I dont litter and neither should you, the earth is our home, and we must respect her. I was never able to beleive in love until I found it. But what He told me was love was nothing more than lust and I had my Heart Broken. Although a little part of me will remain with him forever, I have picked up what peices remained and moved on. Life has a way of throwing us curveballs, we can either catch them and move on to the next stage in our life, or we can miss entirely and let ourselves sink into misery over our loss. I choose too move on. I am an anylitical being. I must always find the deeper meaning behind life. I do not beleive in god per se, but I beleive that we as people have souls, and that the way we live our lives dictates the way we go after death. I think we should always strive to better ourselves as people. As long as you strive towards that one and only goal you will never fail.
What am I looking for in a partner?
I can say that I am picky in this department. First and foremost there must be physical attraction. Without a physical connection there is no passion, and without passion what is the point of living life. Secondly you must build an emotional bond. Without the emotional bond, the physical begins to fade. I have a high IQ in the genius levels (although I do not express it at times) and I need someone as smart or smarter than me, I must remain intellectualy stimulated to keep from growing bored. I need someone spontaneous. I need this so when we are bored with nothing to do we can pick up and find some stimulation for the evening. I need someone who inspires me... to draw, to sing, to write... Inspiration is a must... I need someone willing to stand by my side through EVERYTHING. I like everyone else have some baggage, and when things get rough I need to know my special someone will be there through it all. I am attracted to many types of people, Physically I look like a punk rock chick, but I am more of a hippie personality wise. Do not try to put me into a box, I will not fit. I am attracted mostly to hippies, punks, skaters, and above all musicians. But appearance isnt foremost, personality is.
I'd just like to add...
I am opinionated, but I also know how to listen to reason. I got into a nasty car accident recently. I have experienced death, so now I must live life. I sometimes feel less than whole, but I know with time things get better, and that life always has a way of showing you whats important, and lets you know that you are the person you need to be and you are on the path you were meant to take. We are all here to advance the human race. We Impact every person you meet, interact with or see, All the images and memories from our pasts are written idelibly in our minds, and affect us, weather we remember them or not. This makes me beleive that no matter how small and insignifacant we seem we all have the power to affect the world. We are always in the right place at the right time. This may all sound like gibberish, If you do not understand the meaning BEHIND my words do not bother contacting me, for you will never understand me. The person I am Lies within these words, all you have to do is open your mind, and you will gain a better understanding, not only of me as a person, but of humanity. P.S. I have an attitude LOL
