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a lingering gaze

I was up at work today and one of my co workers got on the the topic of love lifes cuase we were bored she askes me about mine and how it has always been. so i tell her " oh up untill about a month ago it has been like this girl meets boy, girl sleeps with boy, finds out boy is an asshole sleeps with boy a few times keeps boy on a list of who to call if bored. yall know the deal and after a few months or years take boy off list. never ending cycle untill now. I tell her i have met someone and have been unofficail seeing that someone for about a month or so than we became officil on the 22nd and my list has been tost out the window cuase im happy with this one. so than she asked me how I and my ol'man as he likes to be called met so i thought back to that day when i had run away to my safe haven (one of my freinds houses he knows who he is) because i just needed to get away from my life for a bit everything was crashing around me. so i was sitting at his computer messing around with something i think it was photoshop or one of those fun lil programs that we love to play with so much i was there for about an hour or so and in walks this person (i was trasfixed on the computer screen not bothering to look up) and my friend introduces me to one of his best freinds and next door neighbor. and i look up er around lol and make eye contact with HIM. he gets introduced as his online name and than my friend intros me as my online name why we did it that way im still not sure now he was in all black big black duster or trench coat and looked like hell (im assuming he had just gotten off work or rolled out of bed) He gave me a half assed smile and went on to talk to my freind but in that entire time he never took his eyes off me. the entire time he was there i think infact i know i was about 3 shades of red darker than i normaly was. and i had this lil voice in my head going "oooo hellooooooo nurse" lol see guys us females arnt as different as you think. and after that i didnt really get a chance to hang out with him that much becuase of some shit that had gone down we hung out maybe once and watched a movie that i only got to watch half way threw cuase i had to go to work and he wound up working on his car for most the day. yeah i know ladies typical man one day you get to hang out with a single woman and you work on your car smart huh... lol than every time i saw king kong (movie that we never finished) i would always think of that day and the poking and odd flirting that men do when there intrested but too scared to do anything about it yall know what im talking about it goes back to kindergarden of pulling pig tales and i never got to finish that movie odd enough till i started actualy hanging out wiht him again about a month ago give or take a week. we had lost contact after that and than my roommate comes in to my room one day says her cousin is comming over to fix her car so i was like cool didnt think much of it as usual went about my bussness (which was nothing i had the day off work for once) i go out side to smoke a cig about an hour later and i look down on the parking lot and see this georgious red headed creature bent over the engine of her car so i take a closer look.... the creature was HIM wearing that black wife beater that makes him look absoulity grr roar yummy for better words. so i keep going outside on the balcony to get a better "view" than i had to go up to my work to get some more cigs becuase i had smoked them all going out to get my "view" as i was walking past him he said in the same way i said "helloooooooooo nurse" "well helloooo" and i gave him the cold sholder for not talking to me for like the past 3 months got in my car and drove off and came back about 15 min latter went up stairs and del tells me that he was staying for dinner. so i go back and closter myself in my room he follows sute and just ploops him self down on my bed like he had every right in the world to be there. (men think they can do whatever they want lol) so we listen to music and talk and what not find out we have more in common than we think. and he goes with del to the store to get the meat that we were gonna have for dinner. she comes in my room when they get back and enlightens me to the fact that he wanted me something bad..... like a fat kid wants cake (my own lil interpration of it) it had started storming out by the time we got around to eating dinner and i flirted with him constantly all night and using my "more persuave mannor" (calling him an old fart becuase he had to go home and it was still early) (to which he proved me very much so wrong about the old fart part by dragging me back in my room litterly) got him to stay and it was one of the best nights and most exciting nights ive had yet to base. Im still not sure if it was the perfect timing of the storm or what but still. any ways the hopeless romantic that i work with was like so what was yalls first kiss like....i told her about that night leaving out a few details but... when HE kissed me Lightning struck outside at the exact moment our lips met...not to mention a few other times too and if your reading this baby you know im refering to the "BIG bang" at 2 am lol dont ask ppl you wouldnt wanna know lol *blush* so than he left the next morning happy i couldnt stop smiling becuase for once in my life i was happy and i still am happy to this day but that day was not the day that we hooked up noooooooooooo he wated around for about oh 3 weeks comming over every now and again (damn men take forever to make up yourminds about shit) so than my coworker askes so when did yall finaly make it official to this i reply... well the saturday i had off it was georgious outside so i had been planing a cook out in the park for like the past 2 weeks to get all our freinds together. i didnt expect for him to be there becuase i figured he would be working so i drive up to the house im suposed to pick ppl up at and hes standing outside talking to my before mentioned friend so i got him to come along... yay for me.... so we had a cook out i had beer and wondered in the "forest" went to go talk to my freind and than HE walks off into the forest and i look at my freind and tell him im going to "hunt me a man" becuase i hadent gotten him alone all afternoon so i figured that woudl be the perfect time. so i go off tripping threw nature litterly to get to the lil remote spot and talked to him a lil than we walked back to get some food he had to go and do something but i made him promise me that we were gonna go for a walk when he got back so when he got back i was gonna start a fire and chill infront of it cause there was a fire place and so i was like hmm dark out waht the hey and he takes over and builds this fire like a man would i go down to the water and talk to my roommate and my firend and i look up every now and again to see him and our other friend dragging big ass hunks of wood to the lil pavilion where they were building the fire at.. they were all acting like cave man building it too it was great. we didnt go for out walk till it was almost too dark to see on any other night but to our luck the moon was out and nothing to block its light. we go tramping threw the woods yet again and i get him to come over for the night "more presuave manor" works yet again hehehe i know im a lil stinker. that morning at about 5 am he tells me not asked me no he tells me "i clame this" i look at him and was like "is that so" "what about the rest of me" he says "thats mine too" and i said after about 30 min of trying to get it out of him "so this means what?" he looks at me and was like well "your my ol'lady". my co worker was laughing her ass off by the time i finished and that ladies and gents is how i became after my wounderfull month long stugle "furys ol' lady" and this starts yet another chapter in my life a fresh page and new begning. if i have anything to do with it.. its gonna be more than a chapter its gonna be a long long book maybe even a best seller
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