as my muse you help me overcome the obstacles in
life
& your writings help me soar above all thats ever
held me down
you are a very beautiful lady as well as all that
you offer as a person
you are a blessing to all that i am
i have always wanted to attain the purity of spirit
in true LOVE
yet there is a wonder & beauty in physical intimacy
when it is an extension of that pure LOVE for
someone
when i think of the person i LOVE, i experience
such an amazing natural high that transends all
that is this world
a cleansing warmth that makes all acceptable
washes away all of my self-doubt & gives me an
insatiable appetite for her presence not only
physically but even as she types the next line
yet when shes gone a feeling of hunger, a nostalgia
for those moments we've shared
my LOVE grows so deep for her that a heaviness
in my very being gives me as much pain as pleasure,
a never ending bitter symphony of LOVE &
pending loss never really sure when it will end
only to become a gaping wound never to heal, yet
worth all for the fond memories of perfection
ive never written anything like this about anyone
this is exactly what i am feeling as i feel it
that is what a muse does; brings out the deepest
pleasure & pain so it can be shared with all who
understand & tutor those who dont
funny though since i cannot come close to writing
like i just did but i couldnt stop
when i LOVE its with my whole existance
i do not LOVE with my dick but i dont LOVE
without it either, my whole being,
nothing less, because that is what the person i
LOVE truly deserves
what my muse gives me is a constant spiritual
orgasm
........
i think maybe you understand me now
& thats why i feel i understand what you are
experiencing
ilu
