From: Me
To: My precious mom
It has been a year and a half since you've been gone, since you've left your me behind. How can I forget that day? How can I forget May 10th? How can I forget 10:35 P.M.? Couldn't you stay a little bit longer? I know you've had enough with your sufferings, I know that if it is was in your hands, you wouldn't wanna let go, you wouldn't wanna leave us …
Mom, you know what? The day that you flew to the sky while your beautiful body was still laid on your bed waiting to be buried, I could feel you were around cuz there was a strange wind with a fresh breeze entered the room as if I was hearing birds chirp and angelic sounds…you know that you looked very clean and had a pure skin, there was no stain left on your body, it all was clear and soft.
Mom, you might not remember the last moments of your life on earth, cuz you were in a semi-coma but I do.! I remember the last kiss from you. I remember feeling you leave us when I was holding your hand. I actually felt you go! I remember it all.
Mom, I miss your presence. I miss your laugh, your soft warm hands. Those hands were always warm.
Mom, Oh when ever I wanna see your beautiful face I hurry to the Albums! You are so attractive!!
Mom, I didn't enjoy my adolescence time being with you and learning from you!
Mom, I asked you many times to visit me in my dreams, why are you not? Are you mad at me or not proud of who I am?
OK my angel I hope to hear from you soon, please think of replying back.
I want you to know that I never and will never love any person as much as I love you. Your love is so special and is engraved in my heart, it so hard and impossible to be taken away from me. I want to see you no matter what was the cost; I am not a necrophobic person, knowing that death is the only ticket to travel to where you are and see you.
Last but not least, thanks for looking at me and holding my hand while you were leaving the world.
I adore you MOM.
