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I fell asleep on my couch watching old romance movies with my glasses still on and my book in my hands.I woke up and ate a spoonful of peanut butter and debated if I should set my coffee maker for the morning.I have a Queen size bed with a blanket on the end that I never unfold.I always sleep on the right side with the left side kept perfectly made.Sometimes my room is so quiet I can hear my heartbeat.Quiet is something I have gotten used to.
I bought a glass bottle of Rootbeer today and couldn't get the cap off.This man gently took it from my hands,opened it,smiled and walked away.It brought me a certain fleeting moment of happiness and made me realize how I will know I found Love:
He's someone who would close my book and take my glasses off when I fell asleep on the couch.He's someone that will kiss me as I'm eating peanut butter and make me excited when I am setting the coffee maker for tomorrow.He's someone that will mess my perfectly made bed making this room a little less quiet.He's someone That will laugh and gently take my bottle of rootbeer out of my hands,he'll open it and pour it over a mug of vanilla ice cream just the way I like it.
He's pretty amazing,this man I will Love......Have you seen him?
If roses grow in heaven, Lord, pick a bunch for me; Place
them in my Mother's arms and tell her they're from me;Tell her that I
love her and miss her, and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon
her cheek and hold her for a while; Because remembering her is easy, I
do it everyday. There's an ache within my heart that will never go away.
Happy Mother's Day, Mom RIP
have you ever thought about what your life would be like if you were left alone?Some of you still have your parents or maybe just one parent alive and some of you have children to love and love you back.Have you ever thought about what your world would be like to not have those people in your life?
sometimes we act like nothing is wrong and smile as we walk down the street and then go into our empty homes where silence greets us and sometimes all you want to do is crawl in a corner and hide your self from the world.But life goes on around us the sun still shines the clouds still float by children laugh and we carry on as if our world hasn't just been turned upside down.
Today I smiled for the first time in days and I felt guilty so I caught myself and thought no this isnt what right...I am young and yet I feel sooo old right now and broken but I will smile again tomorrow and every day after because that is why i am still here To keep memorie's alive and not forget those that loved me and cared for me.
Life is precious live for today and accept every day as a gift love those around you and tell them because they may not be there tomorrow.....
Ok here's the facts....
I do not want your boyfriend real or fake ones! if your pissed that some guy you want has a 1000 female friends then your wasting your time even trying.Go out and get a real life and a real man or find a medication that works on your crazy ass brain
Who are all these people? Why do we call each other friends?If I met you on the street would you say hello? Doubtful at best but maybe some would what the hell do I know!
I was reading some blogs recently one was all sex and fantasy stories another rambled on about politics and blah blah blah!My favourite was the people I hate one about how she hates the beautiful people,It's kind of sad that you would hate someone even jokingly because they have perky boobs or a pretty face.I have found some of the ugliest people are the "beautiful" ones.But that's just my opinion and in the big world of Fu bar who really gives a damn about my opinion or yours.
Do you ever wonder what people would think about you if they knew the real you?Not the Fu person but the person who is sitting behind that computer right now! Scary isn't it?
Yes I am bored I have been staring at Dr.Phil and watched the View and Oprah and my mind is numb filled with a bunch of useless info now!I Do have a life out side this place but finding the energy to get to it right now isn't happening and I blew my free 2000 coins on slots in 30 seconds so now boredom has set in and I'm too lazy to check any other sites out the effort just doesn't seem worth it.
I wonder if anyone really reads these things?This could be like a private diary that only I read....hmmm I like that concept muchly!
Sorridi anche se sei triste, perché non c'é niente di più triste di non saper sorridere
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