well, today has actually been a really good day health wise. i have not had but one prob with morning sickness, i have kept down all my food, i have been tired but not totally drained and i am going to see my fiance in a little while.
with our marriage coming up fast, on march 12th, i thought i would be the last person to have cold feet - yet i realize i have been engaged 4 time previously in my search for Mr. (or Ms.) Right and now that i found him in billy bob, it is weird and a bit scary. after all preveously i was always a bridesmaid, never a bride. not so this time around, but i am excited. nervous but excited and happy for this beginning with my billy.