I haven't thought this in a long time.
I haven't felt anything for years.
The thought of love and happiness seemed like just an inane fantasy.
That doesn't happen.
Not in real life.
Especially not in my reality.
The sun is shining bright today.
My face is warmed in it's rays.
My hand is still extended, reaching.
Grasping in the darkness of fantasy.
There is something there, just beyond reach.
Come closer.
I can feel your breath on my shoulders.
Just touch me.
Over and over.
