DHARQE BROKENFOCKER DA SHARPIE SNIFFER's blog: "a dark dark writing"

Have u ever felt so lost and confussed by ur actions that ur numb inside .... To the point u cant feel anything any more to the point where ur voice is gone from all the begging and pledding and yellin for help and yet no one came to save u ... U feel trapped in the cage ur so called other half put u in just to see if u had the will power to fight to get ur self out of this deep depression they put u in just becouse there bored and needed to get some kind of thrill from some where .... Uve cryed so much that ur eyes refuse to make any more tears ur eyes so red from the lossed count of days endless cryin and pledding that someday someone would pick up on the signs that ur not happy that u want to go home .... But uve lost the way .... And theres only one person that can show u but shes out of reach becouse she waiting for u at the gates of heaven ur true home the only place u want to be but ur unable to get there becouse the man up stairs says its not ur time .... Unless u act on the greatest sin of them all lettin ur blood flow like a water fall but even then u wont end up in heaven nor hell....but in limbo.... So whats the point of life if u cant make the choices u want with out being punishend for ur actions in the end...