Brrr.
Today is one of those brutally cold days.
On and off rain....bone chillingly cold.
Makes me want to stay in bed and sleep..which I
pretty much do anyways.
I have the heat yet I feel nothing...wahhh.
Anyways, I ventured out of the house last night. My original destination was going to be NY....always a hoot when not in normal frame of mind. But I couldn't handle the commute. So I ended up driving around aimlessly.
To Paterson,White Castles. Watching crack heads amble about. Prostitutes hawking their wares, cop cars racing to some call.
I then head towards to WNY,slowing making my way down Bergenline Avenue.Nothing has really changed there..except for the fact that everyone I know is gone, moved on or died.
Then onto Weehawken. Sitting in the car near the piers..watching the NY skyline, chain smoking. This is my contemplative site. I used to spend a lot of time here...good and bad.
I then headed back toward Rt.3. Long stretches of black top in front of me. The occasional State Trooper, a lone trucker. Watching the twinkling of lights from buildings I passed. My mind is racing.
I make it into Totowa...the home stretch. I stop at a diner and grab a cup of hot chocolate....feels so good in my cold hands.
I then pull into the lot of the apartment where I reside and walk in a haze to the front door. I come in, crawl into bed and lay there....synapses popping. I woke up maybe a hr or so ago ...cold,tired and semi conscious.
This is the hell that is my life.
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