Annelid's blog: "Ramblings,thoughts and assorted stuff"

Brrr. Today is one of those brutally cold days. On and off rain....bone chillingly cold. Makes me want to stay in bed and sleep..which I pretty much do anyways. I have the heat yet I feel nothing...wahhh. Anyways, I ventured out of the house last night. My original destination was going to be NY....always a hoot when not in normal frame of mind. But I couldn't handle the commute. So I ended up driving around aimlessly. To Paterson,White Castles. Watching crack heads amble about. Prostitutes hawking their wares, cop cars racing to some call. I then head towards to WNY,slowing making my way down Bergenline Avenue.Nothing has really changed there..except for the fact that everyone I know is gone, moved on or died. Then onto Weehawken. Sitting in the car near the piers..watching the NY skyline, chain smoking. This is my contemplative site. I used to spend a lot of time here...good and bad. I then headed back toward Rt.3. Long stretches of black top in front of me. The occasional State Trooper, a lone trucker. Watching the twinkling of lights from buildings I passed. My mind is racing. I make it into Totowa...the home stretch. I stop at a diner and grab a cup of hot chocolate....feels so good in my cold hands. I then pull into the lot of the apartment where I reside and walk in a haze to the front door. I come in, crawl into bed and lay there....synapses popping. I woke up maybe a hr or so ago ...cold,tired and semi conscious. This is the hell that is my life. ----------- Mood Music - 101 - Rock to the Beat / Move your body 2 Body's - Body Drill Phuture - Acid Trax Mr.White - the sun can't compare to your eyes The Orb - A Huge Evergrowing Pulsating Brain...That Rules From The Centre Of The Ultraworld