DjBabydollbif's blog: "poems"

Until You

I never knew Love could feel this way
The kind of Love that makes you always want to stay
I never knew what a wonderful feeling I could get
Just by Loving you and having you Love me back
To have you do things for me
And me to you
And it be such a simple thing to do
I never knew what it was like to have anyone
Lay down beside me
Just to hold me, feel me, Love me
Until I met you
How it felt to be wanted just for me
I grew used to being whatever other people wanted
Even though it wasn't true
I never knew the feeling of having someone
love me for me
Until I met you

My Heart Cries

My heart cries, but you don’t hear it.

My heart breaks, but you don’t feel it.

My body longs to feel your arms around me.

My lips long to feel your kisses.

My ears long to hear you say I love you.

My eyes long to see your smile and eyes twinkle.

My life longs to have you in it.

My world longs to have you make it complete.

My body longs to feel you lie next to it.

My love longs to have you return it.

My heart will cry, my heart will break.

My body will go limp, my lips will only speak.

My ears will miss your words, my eyes will shed tears.

My life will be so lonely, my world will be so empty.

My love will go unreturned.

My heart aches as my life is turned inside out.

My mind will never forget, my heart will never let go.

I have loved you since the day I met you

But now my heart cries, and you don’t hear it.

went through life, meandering,
wondering...
Where life's road is taking me.
One day up, the other, down,
searching...
Knowing not my destiny.
 
All these years you were there;
committed...
As was I. Firm boundaries in place.
Then one day, these fences fell,
clattering...
Leaving us both free to choose.
 
Now we have choices, yes we do -
unlimited...
A freedom until now not known.
No demands, no expectations;
hesitating...
Could we meet our separate needs?
 
You are most wonderful by far, more
exceptional...
Than anyone I've ever met.
You give, you love, you share -
unique...
Could this be it for both of us?
 
You are kind, loving and warm;
unselfish...
You give so much day by day.
And I receive that warmth from you,
unending...
Will you tell me what you really feel?
 
The days are early - we have time;
contemplating...
About what's important to us both.
If we were meant for one another,
forever...
Will all be revealed in time to come?
 
Regardless of the signs right now,
promising...
We will soon know if it's for real.
We both need time to heal and grow;
recovering...
Before embracing that new tomorrow!
 
But while we share this journey dear,
together...
Let's enjoy what's ours to share.
Let's be gentle with each other,
loving...
And enjoy what fate has sent our way!
 
I love you angel, that you know;
Sabrina...
You are such a perfect mate!
I would take you as my own,
tomorrow...
If I knew you felt the same.
 
Friendship, love, respect and trust,
cemented...
Solidly in place for both of us.
A foundation under construction;
solid...
For you, for me, our little ones.
 
You and I,
Please Lord!
Just let it be.

You..

When I think of you,
so many emotions run through my mind.
When I don't hear from you,
so many concerns tear at me.
 
Like a mighty waterfall, fierce and thundering
a deafening roar -
spray enveloping everything around.
So am I surrounded by you.
 
Like a babbling brook,
slipping quietly over pebbles
gently flowing, gurgling.
Such is the peace you give to me.
 
Like a gentle breeze,
cooling a heated brow
caressing fevered skin.
So you calm my heart.
 
Like a summer sky,
glimmering sun warming the earth
shining its light around.
So you warm my soul.
 
Like the birds in the trees,
singing their happy songs
for all to hear.
So your voice cheers me.
 
Like a rose,
petals opening to release
it's fragrance.
So your smile thrills me.
 
Like a precious gem,
glowing, polished, rare
admired by all who see it.
So your eyes inspire me.
 
Like the summer grasses,
waving gently in the breeze
inviting, fragrant, soft.
So you hair invites my touch.
 
Like a rare parchment,
fine and smooth to touch
finely woven, a work of art.
So your skin delights me.
 
Like the pulse of Africa,
ever present, powerful
a phenomenon unseen.
So your heart attracts me.
 
Everything you are
everything you do
each act of kindness
each look
each touch
every smile
every word
all combine to make me
love you more each day.