People you meet one way or another whether in life or on-line they still have a tendency to frustrate and hurt you. You try to be nice but they still feel the need to step on you. Is it just the way they are or what. I refuse to change into an asshole like them even at the expense of myself. I will not change I will still be a caring person. Even if it means being alone. I have seen that there arent many older people on here but it is surprising how many of the younger ones go through the same hurt the same frustration. Why won't life change? It is surprising how many have been through a divorce or are a single parent. I look through these profiles those that catch my eye and I read the blog's and look at some of the pictures. They are beautiful people. And it is a shame they have to go through this. Can't we ever learn from our mistakes. Yes I look at the interesting profiles even though they are younger and where it is ok I answer a blog they have posted. They have become wise but it is at the expense of getting hurt. My heart goes out to them. Some would think beings I look at these profiles that I'm a pervert far from it. I'm a person that has lead a hard life in my time from bad relastionships to the lost of my oldest child. I just want to love someone.
