MySpace Tweaks, MySpace Layouts, MySpace Images and more!I am a very commical person love to spend time with my girl. we are pretty freaky. we need a girlfriend willing and commpattible with us. I have two awsome boys i couldent ask for anyting better. I also like to write let me know what you think. peace to all :) LOVE FOR ANOTHERI wake up in the morning in love and intamate pain, that seeps out of my pours with nothing but gain. Every time i look at my loves face, i always drift into a happyer place. when im chained to the ground and cant move, you give me the srength to break them im two. every day i struggle and fight, but at the end of each moment everythin is alright. searching hard and deep in my soul, thease fellings are just something i cant controll. To my love Mysty UNFAIR In every way, seen every day, is hard to deal with life with nothing to say. Dealing with this fucked up world, all in a downward swirl, makes it hard to even be with my girl. What do you do what do you say, when you are confind from the life you want to save? Insanity is rolling through my head, feeling beliveing i should be dead. There is a reason why, but how hard should i try, when all i want to do now is cry. The tears of pain, the tears i restrain, but they come out when its time to rain. Where does this life lead where does it go, following me arround my dark past to know. Why me i ask in despare, is it so dose anyone care? While i sit her in my demise, felling the hearbreak that i truely despise. In a moments pass in the moments embrace, i look to the sky asking for gods good grace. Will it work who really knows, while i sit here my pain severly grows! From a weak heart!!! DEEP THOUGHT All the pain the hearts desire, every feeling i have will never tire. Darkness creeps slowly in to my mind, shadowing my spirit trying to make me blind. My eyes burned with unconcious evil and hate, Where am i wrong when the devil tells me my fate. Life is filled with lies and controlled power, pushing me farther in to a corner and deeper in to rains shower. Hurting loss of loves passionate pull, straing to feel good about myself to the full. Pulling me down anxiatys grip, try to keep afloat trying not to slip. So hard to deal with life without love, trying to get me to fail when the push comes to shove. Im to strong to be broken down like they want to say, if they want someone that is weak they better look in some other way. I wont be beaten no one will break my love for her, all this is doing is pissing me off and creating a big stir. Just wait carma is for sure a bitch, when in the end i will be healed with one last stitch!! HEARTACHE Striveing not to be hurt again from the depths of my soul, but will my heart break will this love unroll? How do i see when i am blind of the untold, am i truly waiting for true feelings to unfold? I know where my heart lies beneath the pain of seperation, is it will it lead to another acting in lust out of desperation? I feel a gapeing hole in my heart where connection seems to be lost, the broken peices of sanity heart break probly at my cost. thats the way it has gone always in the past, they seem to run away with my heart thought of last. Confusion filling the head of the one i love, will it be ok? I leave it in the hands of the skys above. Every day i wake up i am sad and alone, i ask myself the questions but the answers are unknown. So tired of feeling liveing bound in every way, when i open my mouth nothing is heard no matter what i say. Am i liveing a lie i feel i am going down hill, i am in a spining freefall against my will. I dont seem to have any answers to the questions that i ask, haveing to cover my feelings putting on this thick mask. I hope and i pray, every single day, wishing that in the end will be a better day.~what do i do about something i am not allowed to feel~ PAIN AND SUFFERING Life is always hard to belive, it always seems to have tricks up its sleve. Beating down the weak minded and corrupting the good, its hard not to let it get to you and nobody should. That not the way it works to the least i can say, This life has beatin me down in every way. Every time i get up more weight causes me to fall, feeling every bit of pain obsorbing it all. I look forward to every day the best in my power, Though it goes by slow sometimes hour by hour.wrote: 3-6-07 I am so frustrated right now life just sucks so much ass right now. i have 1 friend who actually cares about me and is willing to help me in any way his name is shelby. shit it seems like anyone elce dosent care or could give a rats ass about me. my girl is my best friend at least i think she is? i am not allowed to see her and it hurts like hell i dont even know if she still wants to have anything to do with me or if she even still wants to marry me? since i am not allowed to even talk to her. who knows i have so many doubts about how my life is going to turn out but not many people really give a shit.~~GOD PLEASE END THIS PAIN~~ CherryTAP Images at TweakYourPage.com