Okay, Where do I start. Oh I know. Well This is no longer is Pain Is My Passion. She was owned several months back because of some things that she has done to several people on this site. Mainly for lieing and attacking people because she is either A.) Jealous or B.) Pissed cause she can't be them.
Pain Is My Passion Aka Carla...was living in a small town of Summertown Tennessee. Where she says she was living happily with the man she wanted to marry named Lestat. Well one day not to long ago Lestat went to jail...he didn't pass go he didn't collect 200.00 dollars...While Lestat was in Jail Carla quit her job...and went on welfare...Telling Lestat that she would find a job as soon as her LPN license can from Indiana...Well one day a worried grandma got a call from Carla's mommy...and Well come to find out...Carla isn't a LPN she is a CNA...all the things that she had been telling everyone was found to be a lie...But wait it gets better...While the man she loves Lestat is locked up Carla falls in love with a man named Dj Tigg....and Well DJ Tigg fell in love with Carla..But couldn't be with Carla because he also had someone he was with...But neither of them telling who they was with that they had falling in love with eachother...so it left Luna and Lestat out in the dark and in the cold.... well an friend now ex friend of lestats informed him of what was going on behind his back...and Carla left...but before she left she stole several things...Games that belonged to Lestats nephews...Gift Cards to Wal-Mart that was given to a Lestats nephew for his birthday...Clothes...and most of all 2 Rings...one being Lestats Aunts Rings and the other being a ring of Lestats...All that have been pawned a a pawn shop in Indiana....Yes Carla we know all that you have done...and then to top it all off she wants to attack someone saying that these two people are the reason that Carla and Lestat broke up...Well hunnie I hate to inform you but you are the one that did that to yourself...Then she wants to start problems between Lestat and Lestats baby momma saying that Lestat was telling her and everyone else that Lestat wasn't claimming his son...that Lestat stated to her that this child was not his and that she needed to go away and leave them both alone...But with talking with Lestat and his family...found that not to be true...in fact Lestat was planning a trip to see his on once he was released....So Pleas folks...Now that you know the truth about this woman...Stay away...She is nothing but trouble for you....
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(last updated:August 11, 2007 @ 12:19 am)
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, For your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, If you have been opened by life's betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you To the tips of your fingers and toes Without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, Or to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy. I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty everyday, And if you can source your life on the edge of the lake And shout to the silver of the full moon.
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair, Weary and bruised to the bone, And do what needs to be done for the children. It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center Of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside When all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself And if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
[Oriah, Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder]
" Shadow Angel "
** Dedicated to my Shadow Angel... You know who you are **
This worlds a mystery Full of darkness and pain The night surrounds me The light I cant regain.
Then out of the mist A shadow looms Is this a friend Or a man of doom?
Closer and closer The shadow draws near Yet run I do not For I feel no fear.
Suddenly hes there Standing tall and proud A hand reaches out He utters no sound
Without a whisper I reach for his hand Could this be my angel I wonder as I stand
Then slowly and softly My shadow angel speaks.. " Come with me " he says " Have courage, dont be weak. "
We walk through the mist In the darkness of night My hand he holds His touch feather light
As the mist surrounds us He speaks once more " All that I am and will be.. Will forever be yours. "
" My strength I give you To carry you through. My arms, to hold you When you dont know what to do. "
" My ears to listen When the pain is to strong. My heart to love you When you fear love is gone. "
" My hand to cling to When the pains to much to bear. Know in your heart, Ill always be there. "
As I gaze at my angel The shadows start to fade The darkness begins to lighten To turn a different shade.
" Your future is now, Its beginning again. From this moment on We're together my friend. "
" No more will you hide No more pain will you bear The light will surround you, " Whispers my shadow angel in my ear.
" Your burdens are lighter The pain will be less The mysteries you pondered Will be revealed at your bequest. "
The darkness is gone My shadow angel carried me through Im free to live again To walk hand in hand with you.
January 18, 2007 Pain Is My Passion
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i have many interests. id prolly take that whole page tryin to tell ya all about what i love to do. for the most part i will try anything one time. if i like it i will make sure i get to do it over and over again. if i dont like it you will never see me doin it again. i love to read when i have the time to spare and writing is a big thing for me. I have alot of my poems in my blogs so feel free to check them out if you would like. Anything else you would like to know just ask me and I will answer ya.
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My idols are anyone that is willing to go out there and give up their freedom to fight for our freedom. May they be young or old they are the heros of this nation and they deserve my honor and respect. If i can only make a difference like they do i will feel like i have done something good with my life.
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" Im A Libra with Blue Eyes "
LIBRA: Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet. Amazing in Bed. Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, they'll make you cry. The most irresistible.
Blue Eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. They will always exceed your pleasure standards. The best of all.
TV Movies.. Rescue Me Without A Trace CSI-NY CSI-MIAMI CSI-CRIME SCENE INVESTIGATION Cold Case Prison Break House
Movies.. Duece Bigalo See No Evil The Hills Have Eyes FlightPlan White Noise
