Interests
Photography
Writing
All Sports
Fishing (salt and fresh water, and yes I do bait my own hook and take off my own catch)
Family
Tattoos (But can have one myself)
Music (about fifteen hours a day, lol)
You will find new postings of my Poetry on occasions, so be sure to read them.
Life after Death
By Angelica Engelland
Gone through deaths of many loved ones,
But this death has left me so alone.
Wondering if this is what they meant when they said, “Life after Deathâ€ÂÂ.
There is no life; it vanished on the day he passed!
It left me with emptiness and heart broken.
It left me breathless and in a shell of a body.
Can’t see any future ahead, can’t imagine what could be worse than dead.
Can’t envision another love that will fill my every being.
A black hole I’ve fallen through is my “Life after Deathâ€ÂÂ.
It doesn’t matter what friends and family say, I will never be whole again.
The days are long, the nights are longer.
The smell of your hair and the touch of your hand are never to be had again.
Life after death, so sad and so dark; like a vast wasteland, the colors have left my sight.
The laughter has left my lips.
The happiness that once filled my head and my heart is gone, as if it is dead, waiting to be buried...
That is my “Life after Deathâ€ÂÂ, so I still ask why?
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Wondering Aimlessly
As the sun rises and my eyes open wide,
I wonder aimlessly, lost inside my mind.
How did I get here and where do I go?
These questions I ask myself, deep into the heart of my soul.
I hear no answers, I have no thoughts;
Because the one who kept me grounded has been taken away.
So I wonder around aimlessly, throughout my day.
People say; “it will all be okâ€.
But how do they know as I keep them at bay.
My blank thoughts give no insight to hope,
So I’m wondering aimlessly with each passing day.
Where is that rock I can climb beneath?
Stay hidden from the World and from my grief.
They say I shouldn’t be this way, think of the good times, the happiness we shared,
This will most likely bring me to an overwhelming bucket of tears.
So I’m wondering aimlessly with each passing week;
In hopes of finding that much needed relief.
Wondering aimlessly is where I will be,
Until time changes the outlook I see.
Music
Lil Wayne, Eminem, Rihanna, Chris Brown, Kesha, Cage the Elephant, Godsmack, Nickleback, Kid Rock and so many more. Hard to put them all down. However, one type of music I can't stand, COUNTRY.
Movies
Horror, Action, Suspense, some chick flicks, adventure
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