"Many people will experience love.
Very few will actually get to experience the joy of it.
For on the horizon of each new day has the potential
For great love and a rainbow of miracles.
Your task in life is not to seek love, it will find you.
Your task is to find all those barriers within yourself
That you have built that keep u from receiving it."




Every woman deserves a man who calls her baby..
kisses her like he means it..
holds her tight, like he never wants to let go..
doesn't make her jealous of other women, instead makes other women jealous of her..
tells her the truth..
and lets her know how much he really loves her...
It's a shame we don't all get what we deserve...



that knight in my dreams...

that knight in my dreams is so elusive..
is having him near just my dream?
will he come to the rescue of this lonely maiden,
or is her loneliness to be the destiny that it seems?
she keeps watch for him, on his steed of white,
as each passing day slowly creeps into night..
she lies her head down and drifts off to sleep,
while desire filled patience she constantly keeps..
she sees him sooo clearly in her dreams,
but awakens to find its not what it seemed..
she longs to feel his warm embrace,
to softly kiss and touch his face..
to feel their bodies become one,
to hold him close into the dawn..
will i ever again have you next to me
or am i dreaming of something that can't possibly be?
please show me i'm not...
Warlock's Baby Girl


Death or Moving On...
There are two things you have to keep in mind, the first is going to be theological, the second is practical:
First, eternity isn't something that begins at death, it is. Time doesn't start over, it is. So, we are all alive and dead, right now. What I mean by that is, we as humans divide these things into segments, but to an eternal being (God), it simply is - is one. Anyone who has "died" - died. They moved.
If one is to believe in any kind of God, in any kind of eternity, they have to understand that practical piece of the puzzle. There was no catastrophic event in the eternal sense, because someone simply moved from one place to another.
Think about it in the context of homes. When you move from one home to another, you don't cease to exist simply cause you are not in the first home, you moved. If you believe in God, you have to believe in this idea of "moving."
Now, if you don't believe in God, you have no right to be upset at Him, or feel slighted - and a person has truly died, like a plant. There is no hope of enjoying their presence again, there will never be shared moments again.
But this is why Christians, "do not mourn like those who have no hope." If we are Christians, we believe that they have moved, not died; and they have moved to a much better home.
Secondly, cross reference that practical understanding of eternity (or God) and ask, what is required for freewill? Freewill can not be a sometime thing, it is an all the time thing. The Bible teaches, "The rain falls on both the righteous and the wicked."
If God were to intervene in everything, we would be puppets. We know God created us for relationship, so because we are imperfect, because the world is imperfect (the whole rain thing), we live in a broken state. Things that hurt happen. Not cause God did, or didn't, but because this world is broken.
Enter the whole eternity thing again. This is not our home, we have a new and better one. We are eternal beings NOW, not later and one day we will move places, we will move on.
If you do not believe in God, then it's obvious why bad things happen, law of chance.
But here is the key:
If you believe in God, then mourn like those who have hope. If you do not believe in God, then remember the good times we enjoy until our forever slumber, be mad at no god, for he did not wrong you.
As a Christian, I get to smile on the memories of when they lived in this place and be jealous of the place they are, that I can only dream of - until the day I move.