If your a hater then please just leave my profile.... I dont have time for stupiD shit at all, if you dont like me guess what OH FUCKIN WELL!!! I hate people that are on here that wants to sit here and try to tear down people.. just let people be I mean wtf is wrong with people. I am begaining to think the only thing people want on here is to find someone that is really sweet and really nice and just fuck them up the ass because their own life is so damn miserable... STOP TAKING MY PICTURES AND CLAIMING THEY ARE YOURS!!!! AND STOP HATING ON ME FOR PICTURES THAT ARE ACTUALLY MINE!!!!! GET A FREAKIN LIFE!!!!! AND IF YOUR NOT ONE OF THESE HATERS THEN PROCEED.......

Let's start off by saying, I am not the woman you would bring home to momma and will never claim to be. Usually the make-up will scare her off right at the door. I am the type who is upfront, straight forward and don't give a fuck about what people think or do. Some say its the Chicago attitude, however let me explain to you is has nothing to do with Chicago at all. Its more like I have put up with enough bullshit in my life that I just don't give a damn. Yes I am a Gothic woman. NO, I was not raised this way, and if you want to know what made me this way, tough shit, I'm not telling! This is a lifestyle for me. Yes, depression is included. Depression has overcome me. You ask why. Do you really think I would tell you!?! My friends that know me well, know why I am this way. They know what I have gone through. All in all, I am a fun loving person, once you get to know me. Usually I can get along with people and not have a problem as long as people can look past the make-up and the gloom. If there is something wrong, I am really good at changing the subject to sex and can make everyone happy. JUST KIDDING! (Or am I?) Beside if there is something wrong, why make it everyone else's problem. There is enough problems out in the world that you don't need mine.

Rhiakath is my Vampire name.
I are an image of the Vampire Lestat. I love myself, and rightly so, because I'm clever, witty, sexy, and very cunning.

I'd Like to meet someone that's not typical... Typical being rude, arrogant, ignorant people who believe that they're better then the rest of the world. I enjoy Intelligence, So this is necessary if you wish to speak to me. i'm not asking for a geniius... I'm just sick of talking to idiots. Also I wish to speak with people who are real. I don't play games. I don't want to talk if you only wish to talk sexually. I'm not into it... I'm not a supermodel, please don't expect one. I'm not perfect, don't expect perfection... Either way I don't need your criticism. If you're rude in anyways to me, you will be blocked. My policy is 0 tolerance... there are plenty if people on this site, if you choose to speak to me in a manner that I don't like... I dount you are important and I will block you and speak with someone who can handle themselves.





Sinking into a deep depression
Left alone wanting affection
And whats the point in yesterday or tomorrow when
Today doesn't even seem like it matters
I feel so alone and broken

Reading words of hope fills me with despair
I lay there in a day dream in a chair
Cos its not easy when pain follows your life
My own guiding hands lead to a knife and
Thoughts that scare

All my sanity has been torn away
No self-esteem I am low
And nobody really knows but me how
Deep this pain goes
I don't believe in happiness or truth anymore

This blade im holding
Is my only friend
I dont need to talk
I might just go for a lill walk
This blade im holding
Is here for me
I can say whateva i want
It wount rush me
Its here for me
It will help me
Then y cant i cutt more
becuz i am numb
I fell so dumb
I cant move
As i see the blood
I want more and more
Intell these things get out of my head.........


Until we meet
My nights will be a little colder,
My days a little shorter
My heart will beat a little less rapid,
Until we meet
I know that my arms will be empty,
My mind hurting from the constant thought of you
Minutes will seem to be hours,
Hours will seem to be months
While months will seem like eternity,
Until we meet
The stars in the sky will not affect me
with its gleaming sparkles of life
Until I am gazing at them in your arms,
And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing
Until it is you that I share the my food with,
And Until we meet
I will not feel whole,
My world will seem incomplete
Until that wonderful day,
When our eyes make first contact
And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind,
The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song
"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."