I like to drive to the top of the hill and stare at the sky line of San Francisco. I love seeing my breath in the cold air....and see it make swirls over whats in front of my face. Fog. I love fog.I always sing. The only time I am not singing is when i am at work, and even there I let music make its way through headphones and into my ears while i mouth all of the lyrics....making no sound, but wishing that I could. I feel that nobody really understands me. How "16 year old angst ridden teenager" of me huh? But really, either people dont get me, or they pretend to get me to try and gain something. Do you get it? I know me. I know that everyone has a calling in life. It doesnt matter how big or small that calling is-you have one.I know that there is something more lurking for me in the dark. Something....more. SOMETHING.....more.I like to argue with myself at times. Is this it? Is this all I can do with all that i have? I am fortunate. I am thankful....yet....i know that when i hear that music pumping into my blood stream....and my heart rate goes up....and i look at the world with tear filled eyes FULL of what could be.....I know.....that theres more. NOW...on a less serious note..... I also cuss way too much and drink too much tea. I live my life as best as I can and try to stay positive even though things get out of whack a lot. I try to be patient. I like to drive around and smoke ciggs and blast my music. Im scared of spiders and scream when i see them. Im also afraid of scary movies. Yea....WHAT kind of goth girl AM i right? I love to dance and do it well. I love socks but hate to wear them when i go to bed. Im a crazy cat lady but only have one cat even though i wish i could have like a trillion. Plants freak me out but i recently started keeping them in my house and can actually keep them alive. If you put a piano in front of me you better get ready to have me do NOTHING else but play for at LEAST 2 hours. My hair is super long and gets caught in everything. I have eyes like a "cullen". I can listen to "for my fallen angel" by My Dying Bride on repeat for the rest of my life if i had to. Its the most beautiful song in the entire world. I dont meet a lot of people who are as deep as i am. I dont know how i do it, but Im great with people. I was once told by a good friend that passion was my poison. Take it how you want....but you may get sucked in....