Courtesy of MsTags.comI come off as the costant complainer and bitcher.. but most would be surprised to know it's mostly an act.. it's to protect the undying heart I have.. I think my stats cover most of it about me .. but here's the unstatisitcal shit.. I am mom of 5 kids and one that I have raised since she was 3 months old .. I am married and have been for 13 years . I had a girlfriend who lived with me for 5 years but she passed away day after Christmas 2005. I am not here looking for men.. GOD HELP ME but one is enough in my life til the day I die .. And from what I have seen,All men are alike pretty much..Music is my best friend, My release, My heart, Music speaks to me and speaks for me .. All songs I post speak for something I am feeling, have felt or think ! My opinions are loud... my side of things never go unspoken. I am far from superficial, I am low maintantaince, I beg and long to be loved,held and consoled, I struggle to understand the worst's in life and enjoy the best's . I don't care what people think on the out side but strongly feel what they think on the inside. I am sensitve, caring,loving,lonely and extremly devoted and dedicated.. If I love you ... it's forever.. I can't walk away .. I can't run and forget it is not in my vocabulary! When I am angry it's overridden by hurt and emotions .. when I am sad it's overridden by anger and misunderstanding.. I am confused.. but know all to well what I need and want in life .. just haven't found what I need to in order to accomplish it ! If your my friend your a friend for life .. if you an enemy well .. there is no room to repair the erra of your way's that got us to enemy status! If your rude I don't have time for ya .. if You can't respect your mother .. you will never respect me.. respect starts with the one who gave you life .. NO matter how shitty she may be... If your arguementative .. I luv ya! Nothing bettter then a good debate ! I don't have to be right but I have to put up a good fight! If your easy .. then I have nothing to say to you .... easy people need to be placed in a group of their own .. a tease is ok .. cause then at least your not easy .. If your trashy .. well that is your own personal choice just don't push it on me .. if your a money hungry freak who thinks life owes you .. then you need a doctor to fix your brain! and if your homeless on the street .. you need all I can give cause you appreciate everything life offers' you ! I rather sit next to a begger or homeless person then a rich snotty person! I rather roll with the poor then ride with the rich ! The up side is not always the up and the down side.. well you can always rise to the top and at least you won't forget where you came from .. I am not looking for a girlfriend.. time doesnt always heal All wounds..It Just heals the ones that don't cut deep enough.... So there you have it .. either you love me or hate me ..