since mom died......and it seems to be getting no different for me at all. its almost not real...and im dreaming a bad dream. but dad and linda sure r having a hard time and its being pawned off on me for every little thing. like no matter wtf it is...its my fault....even if i didnt do n e thing...its my fault. so wtf!.... i miss her too....but atleast im not takin it out on everyone around me....
im goin 2 bed!...im not feeling well and im sick.
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