Music
Ocean or Lake? Ocean
Pizza or Chinese? Depends on mood, but always been a pizza junky. lol
Mansion or Penthouse? Ranchhouse, but if those are my only choices.... Mansion.
Have you been on a Jet Ski? No.. can't afford, but want to real bad!!! hehehe ;o)
Are you afraid of clowns? Why? That is soooo silly. Hell no!! lolz ;oP
How many brothers/sisters do you have? full? none 3 half bro's, 1 that I actually know, and 1 half sis.
Favorite band/group? All rock n metal, but my longest runnin fav... AC/DC, yah bay-bay!!! hehehe ;o)
Baseball or football? Mortal Combat! lol :oP
Favorite brand of makeup? huh? lmao!! :oO
Waffles or pancakes? Waffles
Do you have an IPod? Noperz, and can live without it! lolz :oP
Bike or scooter? 1970's era 27" 10 speed... lol
Ever go in a hot air balloon? No, but have been told I was fulla hot air before! rofl! :oP
How will you celebrate turning 21? You mean AGAIN? hehehe ;o)
What brand computer do you have? Self assembled, Systemax Tiger w/AMD Athlon 64 bit 3200+ processor 1 gigabyte ram Win, XP Pro service pack 2/Office XP Pro
How many times have you been to DisneyWorld? None, but want to go sometime. I still like roller coasters n stuff. ;o)
Favorite city? Palm Bay, Fla.
Ice cream or frozen yogurt? On occasion I get a cookies n cream ice cream mood, but it's rare. lol ;oP
Do you think you are fat? To me? Yes, and uglee. Fortunately... I JUST-DON'T-GIVE-A-DAM, what people think about my appearance. If it matters how "good" I look to them. I don't want, or need them around me anyways.
Ever throw up in a public place? Publicly? No In a place accessible to the public? Yes... but forced myself to, so I could feel better, and drink more!! lol
Do you have a pool? noperz
Ever drive a car? I bought my first when I was 14, been motorin ever since! hehehehehehe ;o)
How many times a month do you go to the movies? rarely. I liked the old "drive-in's". They are so rare now. I usually buy/rent/pirate movies, and watch em at home now! lol
Last movie you saw? What Women Want/Mel Gibson
Who is your hero? Robison Crusoe
How old are your parents? 58 mother, not sure about daddy dearest... sorry. My step is 63 now I think this month?
What deceased person would you like to meet? Eve, the first woman ever. ;o) Woo-hoo!! lol
Do you chew ice? Yah... sometimes.
Have you been to California? Sadly, one of the few places I have not been to, but want to go to.
Last book you read? The entire Louise Lamour collection. I read in spurts, but when I do.... I READ!! :oP
Favorite teacher? Mrs. Feldhaus... when I was in grade school, our librarian. She opened my mind to the wonderful world of reading, and gave me the gift of attaining knowledge on my own. And a start on my writing, that I still do today. :o)
Do you like to go fishing? Yes.... but not where I live now. Florida... Indian River. I miss it to. "smiles"
How many boyfirends/girlfriends have you had? My whole life? Not sex, actual g/f? 4, but 5.. if you count the one I never made love to... that's counting teen years. Sex partners who took me home while drunk in my past? about 20 The last 7 years almost now? none at all
How many of those do you regret? The last one. She crushed my heart, and left my soul as dead.....
What is you average in school? Well.. probably outdated now, and I never finished. I had to go to work... so I got a G.E.D. a lil later, when 17. But I scored 120 on the high school equivalency test. Which meant I could go to any colledge I wanted to back then, and I dropped out of school after 9th grade. Good thing I read a lot, huh? lol ;o)
Favorite professional team? Car jackers. Those boys are DAY-UM fast! ;o) Oh.. you mean the lil steroid jocks who still play games, instead of getting a J O B? lol Ummm.. none of em. Gee... can you tell I don't much care for jocks? Ahhh.. nothin personal. I just like people with IQ's.. bigger than their shoe size! lol :oP
Do you like mohawks? My hair is too my waist about. What do you think??? lolz But if it yur bag baby. Go for it!! ;o)
How many pairs of shoes do you own? 3 wearable, several I need 2 shyt can! lol
Do you floss? Mighty personal questions... lol Do you spanka zee monkey? lol I do, but not religeously... so SUE ME! lol :oP
Do you have braces? No, but still have a few teeth not broken from all the car wrecks in my "not so calm" past. lol :oP
Do you bite your nails? Do you pick your azz? lol Ummm... no. heh
What is your last thought before falling asleep? OMG.... I wish I could SLEEP! LOL
Do you fall in love easily? Yes, in the past. Now... I fear it too much to.
Ever have a crush and they never knew? Yes... many times before my heart was murdered.
Do you babysit? Have I before? Yes Is it a career dream of mine? No lol
Ever been shot at? Yup.. by a jealous husband, when I was 14, and by a dumbass hunter... while resting from dirt bike riding against a tree! :oO
Do you work out/exercise? Again... not trying to be a "body buddy" I just don't need to get off... when I look at myself in the mirror. heh
Do you have 6 pack abs? Nah... never was in love with myself enough to even care about silly shyt like that! lol
Do you consider yourself nice? Yah... but some would call that... stupid... sigh...
What movie character would you like to be? None, they are no better than me. I don't fantasize about being someone else. Now as far as the actual movie charecter.. not the person? I would love to be Merlin... the wizard! hehehe ;o)
Do you go to camp for the summer? Not lately, but I have many times. I like camping! :o)
Ever been bit by a snake? No, but snapped ones head off, by cracking it like a whip while drunk, and have been chased by one!! lmao! :oP
Have you been on a boat? Yes
Name of friend you have known the longest? None longest now... also deceased... sorry. But the 2 longest that are gone where Billy, and Gerald. heh
Do you like jumping on a trampoline? boring... repetitious, but yah... I have before. lol
Ever break a bone? Crushed one.
Name of favorite aunt/uncle? None now... deceased
What is your ultimate job? Realistically... a computer game designer... big bux! hehe Fantasmically... a bartender on the beach in the Bahamas! Mmmm Rediculously... a condom tester, on live subjects! lmao! :oP
Do you want to walk on the moon? Would rather bump nasties on the moon! hehe ;o)
Can you name the seven dwarfs?: Sleepy, Grumpy, Bashful, Dopey, Sneezy, Happy Doc. I'm smart, right? NOPE.. the person before me answered this!! LMAO!! :oP
Favorite TV show?: The Simpsons
Apples or oranges?: Oranges
Favorite model of car?: Nothing new. I love muscle cars though, 50's-60's... ANY OF EM!!! hehehe ;o)
Favorite flower?: Venus Flytrap! :oP
Favorite color?: Black
Besides family, ever have someone of the opposite sex in your bedroom?: Why noooooo... LMAO!! Stupid question!! lolz ;oP
Ever climb out your bedroom window?: Yup... started doin that at about 11!! lolz :oP
Do you live in an apartment or house?: House
How many times in the last month have you had the hiccups?: None
Ever laugh so hard milk came out your nose?: Ummm, whiskey... yes, milk??? Hell no!! lmao!! :oP
How many cousins do you have?: Get serios! My mothers family... LOVED makin babies! lol My fathers family... I know little about. No way could I, or would I want to try count them all. phew... lol
Do you believe in ghosts?: Yes, and no. I believe in apparitions. They are like a recording imprinted in time... usually by a truamatic even. If it moves with no pattern, or throws shyt at you.. not a ghost, but a demon! lol
If you were a bird, what would you be?: An eagle bay-bay! Be the symbol of freedom, and make luv with my eagletta babe lover... as we tumble through the air... rushing towards the earth! That is how an eagle mates you know? ;o)
Ever get stitches?: Oh yes, and have even stitched myself before! lol
If you could, would you want to know what your future was going to be?: Yes... that way 1 hour before my death. I would grab the youngest, sexiest girl in sight, and give it hell wherever we were!! hehehe ;o) Hey... I would die with a smile!!! LMAO!! :oP
How many kids do you want to have?: lol.. FUNNY! lol :oP I'm too day-um uglee... to get a young, willing woman... capable of having children now, but I would say 2. Cause if you have only 1... they tend to become selfish being an only child. Plus... they miss out on the tight bond, that only sibling's have. If you have 3, or more. The middle one(s) tend to get ignored somewhat... due to the attention the youngest needs, and the attention the oldest unwantedly gets as they go into puberty. They start to rebel... fighting for their individuality. (In other words.. stubborn, and gettin into shyt! lol). The middle child usually gets little attention because of these things, and often develops an inferiority complex, or slips into deep depression.
If you could change your name, what would it be?: Lone Wolf
Dogs or cats?: Tough one. Cats are more affectionate, but dogs are more faithful. lol I'll say cats I guess... cause they will eat from a bowl of food all day, not swallow it all whole at 1 time, then want more later... plus... they shyt in a box, not on your carpet. But... I have another dog now... so go figgure! lol >.<
Who do you tell your problems to?: Usually... no one. People tend to avoid you, if they have to actually "deal with" something unhappy in your life.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: It can happen, but in all honesty. I would say at least 80% of the time... it is more like "lust" on first sight. The "real thing"... is VERY RARE.
Do you go to church?: On occasion
Would you marry outside your religon?: As long as the religion doesn't require me to fly into buildings, or strap on explosives, and be a human bomb, yes.
Volleyball or tennis?: Neither... motorcross now... hell yah! lol ;oP
How many people were at your last party?: I dont know... Why would I count them???
Ever ride in a limo?: Yes, for deaths...
Ever drink champagne?: Yes
Favorite dinner?: 24 oz. Porterhouse steak med/well, with steak fries, coleslaw, garden salad w/Thousand Island, fresh oven rolls w/real butter, and A1 steak sauce. Yummmmmmmm! :o)
Video Games
I will steal these spaces for a questionaire seeing I can't get music, or vidoe 2 upload on dial-up fast enough. lol :oP
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Things about me... sorry, but some of these I just couldn't stay exact with! lolz :oP
LIFE IS RANDOM....ASK QUESTIONS!!!
Name: Called? Johnny Actual birthname? (Was named after a dead president, but the only part of the name that mattered (Kennedy). I didn't friggin get! lmao! So anyway My sucky Birthname? John Fitzgerald Edman Sux butt, huh? lmao!! :oP
Birthday: 5 March 1965
Birthplace: Charleston, West Virginia
Current Location: Sumerco, West Virginia, From Sebastian, Florida about 4 months ago.
Eye Color: My last g/f said they were seawater... like a blue/green, but when I was pissed green, and after sex... blue. I dunno? I never look at them!! lmao! It was what she told me. :oP
Hair Color: Blonde, but starting to get a lil darker now. No... I DON'T use no day-um hair color either! lolz :oP
Height: 6'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Left, but will lead with my left in a fight... so that they watch my right hand! Hey... I hate to fight, but if you force me? I fight to win! lolz ;oP
The Shoes You Wore Today: Cowboy boots
Your Weakness: My heart... it breaks so easily. On the upside. If I am with a woman, and she wants me? I am WAY too easy. I may not be gettin it right now, but DAY-UM... I love sex! lolz :oP
Your Fears: People/animals I get close to dying... Giving my heart to another, and getting it recrushed... dying totally alone someday.
Your Perfect Pizza: Well done pan style... with the works! ;o)
Goal You Would like to Achieve This Year: To keep on my Dr. Adkins diet, get skinny again, and maybe... at least one time after 7 years... GET LAID!! lol I really miss a womans touch, smell, taste. I just don't want the pain attached with loving another one.
Your Most Overused Phrase On instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Did I sleep over an hour this time, please?
Your Best Physical Feature/s: I think they all are just... me, and sure nothin special, but some people have said before that they like my eyes, height n build, and long strait hair.
Your Bedtime: Whenever I am able to get to sleep, and I am in a position to be able to go lay down.
Your Most Missed Memory: Of being in love....
Pepsi or Coke: Rarely, but either is fine. My fav when I did drink it a lot? Mountain Dew
McDonalds or Burger King: Neither anymore, but If I was gonna? Probably Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Gimme tea real brewed any day! Lipton bay-bay! ;o)
Chocolate or Vanilla: Niether really, but if I do ever have either.. would be chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: Yes, but not pot... in many moons! lol
Do you Swear: More than I used to, and I really try not to a lot though. It shows bad taste to me.
Do you Sing: Yes, and have in karaoke, and even with bands before, but not in a long while now... about 7 years.
Do you Shower Daily: Yes... unless I am unable to for some reason. Me n water... are good friends. Not my stranger at all! lol ;oP
Have you Been in Love: The real thing? Totally.. where you would die.. to save their life, and do without... to give to them? Yes... 1 time. I got shyt all over for it to.
Do you want to go to College: At 1 time I did... yes. Now... I see no point in it.
Do you want to get Married: I did 1 time when younger. If I ever found my soul mate... perhaps yes. Never again... for all the wrong reasons though.
Do you believe in yourself: I am not overconfident, or boisterous, and I am very shy. Many areas of my life... I am damaged perhaps, and lack confidence in. However... I know that I can, and will do what I have to do to survive... and I can, and have dealt with many emotional, and physical traumas... that would buckle most people totally. I am a survivor. I am a lone wolf... relying only on myself.
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Hell no! lol :oP
Are you a Health Freak: No, but have recently gained a respect for at least trying to take care of it a little.
Do you get along with your Parents: My father... I never see... dunno him... care less. My step... no love there, but mutual acting to keep the peace now that I am bigger than him... lol My mother... we can talk now, after the many bad years... I had to leave home 2 months before 13. A lot of bad memories due to this, and bad blood... we aren't real close, and if I am around her long... we end up argueing sadly.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Oh yah!! I call em Gods' free light show! hehehe ;o)
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes, over the holidays. It eases the aloneness they bring.
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes... cigarettes, like a chimney. I need to quit!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No, but was on a lot of the 2 months ago! I was legally drugged up nicely. I threw em in the dam garbage!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope, not for almost 7 years now! lol Hard to dump a man in isolation.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No, but would love to if the weather, and location were right. lol
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: From 14 til about 27... full time.
Ever been called a Tease: Only in the bedroom... during oral. lol They liked it though. ;o)
Ever been Beaten up: Severely... once to the door of death almost, by black male gang... 2 times in my life growing up.
Ever Shoplifted: Yes... when I was very young, and on the streets trying to survive. I was hungry.
How do you want to Die: In the throas of passion! hehehe
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Grow up? U mean grow old? Screw you! lolz ;oP
What country would you most like to Visit: Any I get a chance to! But if had 2 choose only 1? Already been 2 Germany. So I would hafta say... Australia. My second... and VERY close runner up? Japan :o)
Number of Drugs I have taken: In my lifetime? I was in part of the swingin 70's! You think I actually kept count? lmao!! :oO
Number of CDs I own: Mmmmmm... about 300 pirated! lol (for legal purposes... any admittance of pirating, is untrue. I am a habitual lier!) lmao!!! :oP
Number of Piercings: None, but toy with the idea... and would if I was with a g/f that wanted me to. ;o)
Number of Tattoos: 2... A tattoo has got to just feel right... or I won,t get it. I have only 2, one is partial, and the other total freehand. That... is rare.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Not growing up in a financial, and loving stable environment, learning to drink, and ever hurting anyone.
Happy Birthday to you in 4 days....AloneI hear the ticking of the clockIm lying here the rooms pitch darkI wonder where you are tonightNo answer on the telephoneAnd the night goes by so very slowOh I hope that it wont end thoughAloneTill now I always got by on my ownI never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the boneHow do I get you aloneHow do I get you aloneYou dont know how long I have wantedTo touch your lips and hold you tightYou dont know how long I have waitedAnd I was going to tell you tonightBut the secret is still my ownAnd my love for you is still unknownAloneTill now I always got by on my ownI never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the boneHow do I get you aloneHow do I get you aloneHow do I get you aloneHow do I get you aloneAlone, alone.