Oh,damn, I am gettin' old(er). I am gonna be 30 09/09/2007. I have started to dread the beginning of fall because it signifies how old I feel. With my disease, cold weather makes me crazy. My pain intensifies along with my joint stiffness. Instead of feeling 30, I feel 3000. I am a person who believes in reincarnation and "soul" or "spirit" memory. I have real memories from WWII, the Middle Ages, and even Biblical times. I don't know, maybe it's my soul that's tired instead of my body. I just hope that my luck changes for the better. I'm not sure that it can get much worse, but having said that it's sure to. Oh, well, I guess I'll get through it again.
