hmmmm,what can I say except here it is at 4:30 in the a.m. on October 7th,2006 and as I sit here going over the thoughts in my head I can honestly say that I can't believe a year has almost past me by again,but anyhow enough on the getting older part because I am NOT gonna grow older,I will be perpetually at stuck at 39 and holding. I REFUSE (caps and underscored) to see 40 candles on my birthday cake. As i was saying there is a method to my madness (muahahahahahaha) I just wanted to take some time and let everyone in lost cherry know that as unusual as it may seem 2 people can interact and actually meet and form a real and lasting relationship that can grow and blossom from just a simple hello on a blog page. G3mstar and I had met on a similar website about a year ago and at first it almost didn't seem like it was going to take off anywhere,but as fate tends to happen and it did,I ended up back in Florida,and one afternoon I gave her a call and asked her to go to Orlando with me of course after trying to think of every way possible to get out of it (I have this certain charm about me I guess) she eventually said ok and we went while we were down there there was a western store so we went in and I found a white stetson hat and put it on,turned around and kissed her for the first time ( she had mentioned to me that she wanted to be swept off her feet by a man wearing a white cowboy hat) and so I did. As for the rest of the story we hit it off from the very begining and I love her more and more as the days go by and I know that we will someday make our family complete,I can't think of the words to describe how much that I am in love with this Precious lady,and how much i can appreciate her and her family for accepting me just as I am,never in my life had I ever met until just recently met a family that no matter what happens a family member is always there to well just be there. One more thing Tammie, I know I have told you this before I love you and I will always put you and the children on the # 1 priority on my list,and yes i know you have thought this at least once or twice "how much will he love me and my children" and my reply is I will love them as much as I love you and our extended family.