I have had alot of ups and downs over the years... Probably mostly down, but I know there is a Light at the end of the tunnel. A loving woman that shares her dreams with mine. Shares her spirit with mine. Has a part of my soul in her now and always. I have made mistakes and have been down the wrong roads many times, I just need the Right direction. I have thought that I have had the one that God made for me but Circumstances have proven otherwise. I am focused on being the best Dad I can be to my 9 year old daughter, I have a good friendship with her mother and there is NO possibilty of that relationship working out we are just friends so dont ever think that. I have been betrayed and it is the most painful thing I have ever experienced and would not wish it on my worst enemy. I am very faithful and honest, I believe in God and Jesus and I know the importance of them being in my life. I am not saying that I am a great christian but I do try to do the right things when it counts. I want to find the person that God has made for me, and I will treat her better than any man has ever treated her. I may not have alot financially atm beause i am going to school full time and working fulltime at a job that is well below my earning potential, but they accomodate my school schedule and that is what is most important for my future. I have experienced alot of things in this world and I love to share new things with someone special. I am going to be very particular in who I chose to continue the road of life with because I don't think my heart could take anymore mistakes. If you cant see yourself on a sailboat cruising the east cost and thru the carribean in 10 years or so then don't respond...If you dont like the beach and the way the ocean can calm you no matter what your problems then dont respond. I will accompolish my dreams. I think for once I have set them resonably.lol The lottery thing just wasnt getting it lol.With all that said I hope to hear from someone soon.