The names Jamie and I am 21 years of age. Born on February 25th at the Port Arthur General Hospital in Thunder Bay Ontario, Canada. I don’t much like the name I was given so for many years many people have identified me as Jams.
When I was younger I was put into many things such as Gymnastics and eventually T-Ball. I then grew in to wanting to be a Ballerina. So went into ballet for a few years and loved it. I had also started Tap lessons along with ballet for little while. After a Best friend of mine moved away I didn’t much want to be a dancer anymore so I eventually got myself out of dance all together.
A few years had past and I got involved in Bowling. Was in a bowling league for a few years, won trophies, and a bunch of other awards. I also went to different places for different competitions while in bowling. After some time I didn’t want to bowl anymore. Don’t remember what gave me the idea to quit that but I did. I was an awesome bowler.
I also enjoyed writing and drawing throughout my years. I’d write poetry and little stories now and again with drawings and little doodles here and there. My teachers at school really enjoyed them. The poetry then got darker, and to some scarier. People started thinking something was wrong with me. They still thought the poems and drawings were great, despite the dark and suicidalness.
My parents started getting scared seeing scattered pages of dark-suicidal poetry and very depressive, dark drawings and they took me straight to our family doctor. It turned out I have a depression disorder and was indeed suicidal. So I was then taken to the Lakehead Regional Family Center for consoling. I was then put on anti-depressants. I’ve always hated them with a passion but I took them anyways just to try something new. I also had troubles sleeping so I was also put on sleeping pills for a while. The sleeping pills only worked the first night.
One summer a few years back my parents and I went on a trip to Edmonton to visit some friends of my mothers. We all went to this fair type thing called Klondike Days and it was fun. Extremely hot and sticky out but I still had fun. But in the midst of my fun I had a seizure, out of nowhere. I was in line for one of my favorite rides (the Tilt-a-Whirl). My mother and I got in line then after awhile.. I had zoned out, my mom said it looked like I was looking off into space for a while, but then I eventually awoke in an ambulance. I was so creeped out. I did not know what had happened. The nurses told me what had happened when I awoke or came too, I guess you’d call it, and asked me a bunch of questions. My moms bestfriend’s daughter Sherri was the first person I had seen when I was waiting in the waiting room sitting in a wheelchair. I had gotten so spoiled that day after everyone found out I was okay. I was fine the last few days of the trip. Back in Thunder Bay, Scans and tests were done and questions were asked. More and more doctors and counselor appointments then after. New anti-depressants afterwards.
Since that episode, eventually after some time, I took myself off the anti-depressants and got out of counseling and never turned back.
Anyways, I’ve been extremely interested in piano and guitar ever since I can remember. Since I was really young. And my dad used to be in a band way back when called ‘The Ramblers’ or something along those lines. Every now and then when my parents and I would go up to see my Grandparents I remember plunking around on the keyboard making my own little tune up. Now, I had never gotten lessons or anything and always wanted too but still to this day, never have. I’ve also always plunked around on friends pianos and keyboards without a know how on what I was doing. I had told my parents I wanted to get into some sort of music lessons, but I still never have. Then one day visiting my Uncle John and my cousins Ashley and Michael. Me, My dad and Uncle John had went for a walk and I stopped and noticed this music store. So we went in and I looked around. I really wanted a guitar at this point. So we went out of the store and I had begged my dad for a guitar all the rest of the walk. I eventually got through to him that day and so we went back to the little music store and I picked out my very own first guitar. Also with knowing my cousin Mike is in a band (I forget the name of it) and we were going to see him play the next night or so.
To this day I still don’t officially know how to play anything on the guitar. But I’ll get there eventually. I love my beautiful red eleca acoustic.
Oh I almost forgot to mention I have three siblings; two brothers (Colin & Sean) and a sister (Melissa). Two nephews (Morgan & Dylan), and sister-in-law (Stephanie) and soon to be brother-in-law (Mike).
I’ve always wanted to be either a singer/song writer or even learn an instrument and be in a band of my own. But I doubt thats going to be happening right now.
Other then that I can be fairly shy for the most part. I'm a pretty caring person and enjoy being there for others, its in my nature as a Pisces to be very emotional and caring. I'm also extremely random and hyper and enjoy meeting new people. I love my friends to death and enjoy helping and giving as much advice as I could possibly come up with.
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Anything else you would like to know, dont hessitate to ask..
By the way, I have a boyfriend so no hitting on me, thanx.